Project: Orange Blog

Enchanted

2011-05-07T04:28:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I'm back just for now.
Again, I just couldn't get myself to bed.

There's a lot going on recently and I kinda just wanna jot it down somewhere, like here :] So yeah..

I'm now out of job for.. the 3rd week already, goodness this is gonna kill me!! #1 I'm bored. #2 I'm gonna run outta cash soon. #3 It's really hard to find something I wanna do, and things that I wanna do, I can't. Oh well.

Tomorrow's the polling day and here I am, unable to force myself to bed. Damn.
The best part is, I'm recalled for duty tomorrow till Monday. Zzz.
Yeah as if something's gonna happen right, even though this year's opposition is damn strong. Ahh well. The worst part is not being able to dance with them peeps, not being able to have the agreed dinner and most importantly, Fuyo Intersch :( I'm gonna miss it all. Damnit.

I'm going to old place to vote when I could actually vote like across the street -.- Good job for not changing the damn address, I get less than 1/2 the money also. *Clap* Just brilliant, Tanna! -.-

Recently back to dancing and dancing and dancing. The fracture didn't help me since I had to stop breaking for 3 freaking months. I'm picking up from the basics again and hopefully able to get somewhere this year, seriously.
I'm going for Locking II now along with Waackin I, Omg Ikr! >.< Hahaha, same day some more. Gayness, but actually waackin quite fun sia lol.
My 'signature' elbow is getting more stable (Y). And I still can't do no powermoves, zzz. I can't even top rock or footwork properly. Haiz..
Sad life, people say I look weird dancing :(

Yeah I broke up alright, boy it was so short. I was too blinded to see it coming.
But honestly? I'm glad it happened. It was a good lesson learned. To never put my whole self into this r/s and believed in all the bull people said. Yeah, I was too trusting. Sorry that I'm not into any serious r/s now that's how it is =\ But hey, who knows ;] Hahaha. If I get to meet that #Enchanting someone who'll get me #Wonderstruck. No rush, no rush at all.
Yeah, that explains my title for this post.

That kinda sums up what's happening at the moment :]

Jobs I had in mind: Chef/Pastry/Bartender/Barista/Retail/Photographer/Designer/Events. Yes, that many.

Now kinda narrowed down to: First choice - Photographer. Designer. Events.
Second choice - F&B/Retail.

I don't feel like tweeting.

2011-01-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

Yeah, hey.

I don't feel like tweeting this down, so yeah.
Imma just gonna freaking collapse and faint,
thank God I didn't though.

The whole day I'm already not feeling well and so damn tired,
initially wanted to just go home early today and rest,
but I know you wanna break so just go with you lohz.

Then knock off alr 6pm so I guess I'll just take my time to get there lohz,
bought a double plain and went up alr. Ya of cuz I'm hungry now.
After chilling awhile, I got myself warmed up and start practicing a lil lohz.
Wait til you arrive. Though I wanted to go over but I'm really damn tired alr.

I told you I wanna go back earlier but in the end still 10plus then start to go back.. My throat is gonna kill me alr, cuz of the oratane drain.. I really need to drink sth so walked all over to get sth.
wth, reached cheers only to know it's alr closed. Then walked to Mc just nice they freaking flip the sign to 'closed'. Haiz, so sian alr still like that.

My legs alr cannot take it alr, I really hope to rest soon.
Then idk whr the hell u disappeared, I keep looking back though I'm super pissed. Urgh. My damn bag is killing me as well as my nose.

So I wanted to just go back alr, but I decided to just sit and wait.
Still very uncomfortable and unwell and mood 0 max, I went in and pressed the lift, since it's best you dun take the stairs. Idk whr u disappeared again. I waited n waited. Walked up, went down, walked another big round. Called you only to realize you're in the next stop. Even more upset, I wanna go home alr since that's what I intend in the first place.. Haiz.. I rushed all the way to your platform with all the screwed up weight and wobbly legs to look for you, still you're not there. I thought you may not reached yet, though I was gonna die on the way alr. Called you and best, you're on your way home :] kkthxbye.

I tried to distract myself in case I really collapse, then wth. The train jerked like crazy, then what delay announcement. I don't really care alr.
Finally alight and rushed for my bus and yes, I reached home so much later again.

My hands are now trembling like mad and all I want is still a hug from you. Nah, go sleep. Nights.

Wiiiiiiiiii~!! Kids :]

2010-10-07T03:23:00.003+08:00

Helloooooooooo~!!!!

Hahax, awesome :]
I'm feeling so much different today, these few days.
Thanks to my current part-time job at TiongBahru ^^
Thanks to all the awesome kids there whom made my experience unforgetable :]

Yeah, I'm currently working as a wii games coordinator at Tiong Bahru to help kids and adults alike to play the wii to promote for health and family bonding, I think. Lol!
Anyways it's really fun la.. though I'm really kinda sick of playing Wii Sports Resort already, but I'll never get sick of seeing my favorite kids there! Heh.
They're really super adorable and likable, especially the few of them.
Yeah, there are a handful naughty ones whom doesn't listen and gives us headaches but that's okaey. Kids, haha.

On Monday I was kinda emo cuz after the compy ends I thought I wouldn't see them anymore :(( But hey! I was totally wrong =D Awesome.
They came back yesterday and I was delighted. My favorite few came back and continue to linger around the mall..

Bryan, my favorite boy. He was a lil shy at first when his grandma asked him to play and eventually when I asked him to try, he did :] I'm glad he did though, haha. He didn't win in the end but he got through a few rounds, which I'm proud of him ^^ He lost to my another favorite kid, Rebeca, so.. bleahs.
Haha he very cute one la, always must wait until he could play under my side. Then I did get him to play a few other games which he eventually gotten better but prefered to play his bowling, =P.
He still drop-by everyday after school, which I'd always hug him and say hi. He'll always play a few rounds, which of course I let him play without needing the receipt. Haha, I'm the best can! =D
He should be 10 this year ^^ He's a gamer, just like me :] But he plays xbox, urgh. Haha.

Then there's Rebecca, the champ of the Wii kids challenge.
She.. hmm. hated me at first, lol. Idk why but heard from her mom cuz I was being sarcastic to her?! Lol, I think they didn't know what's sarcastic la.. anyways I trained her the most cuz I think she's got the most potential :] And yeah, I was right.
I made her train her weakness, table tennis and she did use it to win for one of the rounds ;] She didn't thank me though =( Bleahs, it's okaey. Haha and this time she's back again to take the crown for the family challenge. Hmmm, I'd rather somebody else win though :] Be fair la, right?
She even bought the wii sports resort after she won the wii, haha.
She's here like everyday without fail, (like Bryan) with her mom.
Her mom even bought roasted chestnut for us yesterday! Hahaha siao one =D
Her archery is crazy, just one point lesser than me sia! I got 112/120 today.
And anyways.. She's gonna take her PSLE next week! Crazy, still can come down everyday to play!
Haha yesterday and today she don't hate me as much anymore and even clap for me when she sees I scores well for the games I'm playing, haha.
The mom damn funny, keep saying I pretend one. Say I damn pro and all, even when I do badly she say I pretend! What the.. then when I perform she STILL say I pretend! Haha! Funny ones.
She likes to see me play archery even though she's just as good, good kid :]
She told me during the compy, there's 2 girls who were saying that I'm good looking =D but then Ryan was like even better looking than me =( Should I be happy or sad?
I choose to be happy XD haha.
(I believe she's talking about the lil wong sisters)

Then there's the lil wong sisters. Not dajie/yingli =P
Regina and Hazel. I kinda gotten mixed up at first, but today I kinda sort it out after they tried to confuse me once again lol.
Both also quite sayang cuz I did prompt them to try basketball which they thought I was scamming them again -.- what the.. I'm always being nice to kids but they don't believe, lol.
They both didn't even gotten through the first round which I felt really sad for :(
Hazel's case is suay cuz even though she gotten pretty high points, she didn't got in cuz opponent won her by just one point =\
They didn't stay throughout cuz I think their mommy wanna go home, so they didn't know Rebecca actually won the challenge until today, lol.
Regina popped by yesterday and played a few games, and again I let all my fave kids play without needing any receipt =X bleahs.
Then today both of them came and played a lil too.
Haha today very interesting I think.
Hazel was talking to me and suddenly asked if I have a gf or not.
Then I was like hmm.. don't have, then she replied cuz I too ugly right! =(
Then the ulti comes, she asked if I have fb or not, haha! I tell her.. nowadays.. who don't have fb?! Lol. She like =\
Then Regina and her friend suddenly say: Hazel got something she wants to tell you.. which is.. then Hazel gave them a death stare and say: If y'all say y'all are sooo dead! Hazel says: ahh!! add you on fb :]
HAHAHAHAHA!! They made my day la ^^ Super cuteness.
Hazel is 11 this year and Regina, 10. I hope Bryan or them will win this week's challenge ^^
NOT THE ADULTS THOUGH.
Then again Hazel asked if I've got gf, I told her: Hey.. you just asked me -.- Then I smiled at them again cuz they're just so adorable.
How I wish I can become a kid again.. no work, no stress, no nothing~!! Just play only.. Though recently their studies are getting so much tougher cuz they are like getting so much smarter than our generation..
They asked about my age but I didn't tell them, lol. So damn old la with them!

Then of course the cutest of them all, Ariel! ^^
She's only 5 but she.. wth, won the first round of the challenge sia!
Haha! Crazy.
She's just so.. lovable. Like blur blur gong gong dunno what to do those kind.
She's also very smart.
Haha just now when I took a pic with her then she was like.. you're blocking my face! Wahh.. haha, but she meant the phone inside la..
Aww.. can I have her as my lil sis pleaseeeee >.<

Haha kaey la.. enough. 4am already, I'm dead.
Meh. Time to rest a lil before 2ml's wiiiiitarded day~!!
Nights my lil ones ^^ Rest well ya.
I wanna work with kids and games.. Haiz..

Waste of time

2010-10-01T01:27:00.003+08:00

Hello people..
haiz..

Today went down supposedly to have a interview by the school lecturer but in the end couldn't cuz I didn't have my O lvls cert and Dip Transcript.. damn.
Really really damn sad. Wasted a lot of time today.
Then on top of it my FFXIV isn't helping either..
Idk if its the server (hopefully) prob or is it my pc's problem.. argh.
Urgh, gonna waste another 3 months doing idk what alr..
Man I need cash this time, and lots!
I should work more for my stuff man.. my rig, my lens especially.
Then lastly, work for my fees.

Okaeys tomorrow's another part-time job. Get it over and search for a part-time or full-time ba..
I know.. the number 23 keeps flashing in my head.. I know okaey. Stop telling me that!! >:(
I always like new stuff though :] New job, new place, new people ^^

Nights everyone. mmnmmm.

A foreign feeling

2010-09-24T04:12:00.003+08:00

Hey :]

This 2 weeks in Bugis is like a mini-chapter in my life.
Though the work is so super slack that the boredom could actually kills,
I learned more about Bugis and its culture a lil more ^^

So I kinda fell in <3 during this period of time there,
lots of slackin, lots of tryin to sleep but couldn't,
lots of blur Wendy and Chinwei, lots of watch shop people action,
lots of passerby with their irritating expressions and reactions when they hear 'donation'. lots of question marks when they see free apples,
lots of rain and lots of warm weather, lots of Liyee and her cute voice.
lots of Koi drinks, lots of text messages, many many more la.

This is my first foreign feeling via Bugis.

I'm so tired now.
Cuz Eugene finally came back!! Phew!! Got cheated for 2 days alr lol.
So we talked lots n lots and finally decided we're too tired to carry on lol.
I'm so looking forward to FFXIV!! WHEE!!
I'm sad, cuz I'm really really damn broke =(
Despite that, I signed up for Sudoku membership! lol.
kkthxbye! I'm so tired >.< Hair not dry yet.. urgh.

A different kind of friendship.

2010-09-19T19:47:00.003+08:00

I don't know what can I do now. I really want to talk to somebody but I guess there's nobody. Yeah, it's kinda sad and pathetic but that's the way it is.

I don't know why would things turn out this way but I kinda expected it anyways.
Thing is, I didn't know I would cry over such matter.
Why would I cry over a friend who doesn't even care?
I really.. dunno, man.

Anyway thanks to them ohanas, though she's disgusted with it.

Thank you Jo, for always being so nice and even asking how's my portfolio coming along. Your care n concern gmh.

Thank you Wanyi, despite looking and behaving so fierce, I treat you like a girl should be. You're really sweet in fact, coming down to visit is enough. You even brought chocolates! =D Haha. I feel that I can talk to you easier and that you will understand my point.

Of course, Alex. Although you dislike like practically everyone, lol. I'm so glad I can hang out with you and we could have fun tgt and all. I'm glad that you're a friend who would crack his head because of us, ohanas. When in crisis you try to help even how helpless you are. Haha. Thanks.

Bird. I dunno how things would turn out this way, but I really know a day like this would come. I've been trying to put up with the way you put me down, but no. You didn't even show any sign of appreciation. I don't know how to show but I really can't tell. Call me thick if you want.
I'm really glad that through you, I've known so much more and learn so much more about dance and it's people. I learned that your kinda friends do exist and I'm attracted to the bond we shared.
I just don't understand why everything I do seems to be almost always wrong and I really dunno what to do next.
I told you I wanna get over en but yet you asked me to accompany her. Then you know I'm always like that with her since day 1.
In there, y'all asked me to take care of her and protect her, fine.
I listen. Okaey, also wrong. People trying to hook up to her, I try to protect her. Now you bite me back, wth?
The moment you see I'm close with en, immediately you told me not to touch you. Okaey, fine. What happened? Before that we were okaey what. Now you change your statement again. You say I'm flirt yet you could only think of ONE girl. Wow.
Yes I know you share things with me, I told you I appreciate it and am happy about it.
Then you come tell me you shouldn't have, and yes, I expected you'd say that too.
Now, I really don't understand why am I crying over you that matters so much.
Whatever. You have your friends with you. Get them to comfort you like always.
You're forever pushing me away, and fine. Now I'll be gone. I had enough.

So many times I do things for you, you knew, but you didn't care anyways.
You only react whenever you dislike sth, and say/do things that makes me upset.
I only rant, you're not happy once again. Kaey, if you're so unhappy about my presence then fine, I'll leave you alone with your friends.

Yes, I have my own friends. And yeah, it's my fault for neglecting them cuz I wanna spend more time with you and your friends. Now I'm not close with them, but I know.. I'll work on that. I should care about people who care anyways, that's what you said.

Kaey I'm out. I really no mood to continue my portfolio already. Haiz. Come on.. better get it done soon Tanna.

Pain in the ass

2010-09-18T19:05:00.003+08:00

Kaey fine. I won't post on facebook, I can still blog.
Nobody reads my blog anyways! Or maybe just a few who care.

Hopefully this entry won't be long.

Fine. If that's what you think. Then kaey lohz, I'll just try my best to stay out of your stuff.
Idk why I keep doing all these things for you, it's really for no reason.
I just wanna be a good friend and all but idk, you don't appreciate or anything one.
You're always trying to put me down and say nth positive about me.
Fine, despite that I keep saying nice things and try to help you.
You know I like her and I told you I wanna get over her but you still asked me to accompany her to go there tgt.
The best part is you see I'm close with her you got mad and asked me not to touch you.
Kaey lohz. I don't. I'll stay far far away from you if that's what you want, and that I know it's how close we are. That's what you told me.
Idk how many times I told you both of you are different but you insist don't have her then I look for you.
Hey, wth. I'm trying to stay away from her for so long already and it's YOU who make me accompany her and you got upset over that? Whatever la.
Everything I do for you is just being taken for granted I guess.
Even your friends treat me nicer than you and that I didn't complain to you cuz I know you'd be yet again upset.
I really dunno what to do anymore. I bet if you happen to read this you'd get upset with me again. Really, forget it. I'm really tired of trying so hard for nothing.
If my effort for this friendship is for nothing, then I shall give my time and effort to people who appreciate and of course my personal time.
Especially my portfolio. I better rush it asap. Jo even asked me about it, I bet you don't even care. Still, I won't say uglier things cuz I still care about you.
I still thank you for taking the time to talk to me though.. Haiz. I really wish things would change.

Heck, I even start getting blue things because of you but yet again you don't care.
BLUE. Urgh.

Kaeys, I shall just finish preparing and leave the house already.
Hungry, and feel like breaking today.
I really wanna go watch the Lockdown but meh, I should save the $15 now.
I'm really broke already. I can still be ur temp ATM, hah.
Wanyi understands, though she's so fierce.

Kaey Alex, let's go. I'm gonna just go grab sth to eat now then Scape lers.

Aching Lim!

2010-08-30T03:39:00.002+08:00

Ow ow ow ow ow.
My whole body is aching like mad now =(
Yay my blog's 1/2 dead again, lol. Just like its owner >.<

Hahaha but wow. The past week had gotta be one of the best week I've ever had! ^^
Awesome time I had with all my dance friends :]

I can't rmb much but it's just really fun, laughter, dance, smiles and food =\
2 Friday nights with bird was really nice.
Stupid bird forever telling other ppl my stuff one -.- grr, then stuffing me with neverending food!! D:<

Haha I meet a lot of her friends too. Fun people they are too ^^
But crazy lohz, it's like what, last week's friday night shabu shabu for dinner then peanut butter ice cream for breakfast -.- we went for Suntec dance prelims to support her friends. Then went for her class at Recognize. Damn I feel aslp there then them bboys gathered in front of my face >.< bleahs, so ps.
Then reservice is the shyt, haha. Missed my crazy officers in da east side~ We rolled and patrolled. Too bad they know I know a lot of stuff =( I've gotta work too!! >.< bleahs. Then I went for Larry's at Natasha's, finally. Then mr.siao one made me battle with 1 year experience bgirl which of cuz I lost la. So sad I so cui, but damn it was fun!! Haha. Great experience. I'm gonna improve on bboy man! Gonna get my hand stand, head drills/spins up in these few months to come! <3 Air flare's gonna wait til at least nx year lo..
Yeah, so basically I'm running a fever with dance atm esp with bboy.
The best part was a lot of them also damn into bboying. So it was a bonus, everyone was doing it, so slacking wasn't really an option lol.
Esp mr alex drilling us with all the basics. I like! Though now I suffer, though I know the aches are good! Muscle growing rahhhh!!

Kaey la I damn tired alr. My Starcraft also must improve!! waiting for patch 1.1 to release! For once I'm into sth more than my games. Aww, I gotta rest my body more.
Heh, 2ml off day also! Super shiok sia the schedule. Then best part is work 3 days and I'm off for my holidays to do my portfolio :] Gonna run on my remaining funds =(
blahh. my pay's not gonna last forever man. kingsmen work faster come!! I cannot look for other job also >.< IT fair job also I didn't take any. Huh =(

Kaeys that's all.
Even though my life's so freaking busy,
Everyday I can't help but to think about u. Haiz.

Headache

2010-07-17T03:31:00.002+08:00

This post is simply titled Headache cuz I'm really having a freaking headache now. With everything.

I thought it'd as simple as just cutting my heart n pocket out for my new Asus EAH5570 CUcore, but boy I was wrong. Freaking wrong I always am, cuz I just didn't know.
Walked for awhile, as usual.. you used to be the silly one who ran around with me..
then I changed my dvd-drive to the IDE one cuz both my ATA slots are used up by my 2xHDD. Anyways, I then settled at a shop, Video-Pro I think. Wahh. The ah tiong I tot local, cuz.. Haha nvm :] He agrees too, for once we thought they..!!
Kaey la, I think I got a valid reason to go back XD but sucks, I'd rather not.
Now I've got 2 options, go back exchange for 5750 and hope can power up this time. Or wait til I've got extra $120 and get a new psu. urgh. Idk. True la, all my stuff can be counted as 'investment' and brought over to my new cpu, if I actually upgrade it this year! Maybe I should :] For SC2!! Anyways I've more reason to game than before.. haiz.. it's.. not exactly what I want but.. yeah..
So pathetic.
So.. I gotta decide betwn these 2 la.. he said to get a new psu, I kinda agree also cuz mine's only 300w!! but forums did say it's enough for it leh! So.. another risk being my psu can actually support =\
I went home, tried to put my gfx in and realized I gotta install the freaking driver too!! So I decided to try to install my dvd-drive instead.
Wahh. Freak. I took like more than an hour to figure out how to replace the drive.. which I cut my hand in the process.. then finally.. I unscrewed everything like my fan (which is a pain in the behind, to screw it back), even my psu! Then still cannot -.- Fwah, finally I realized the front case can be opened when I stumbled upon the 'secret' latch found in btwn the side! Wow. Lol, I kinda like leveled up 5 times today for hardware knowledge. I learned about IDE, ATA, psu etc etc.
And of cuz, I got a stupid headache in exchange.. and of cuz muscle aches lol.
Hmm.. now I look at my cpu I can say that the only 2, no 3, things that I'm left to upgrade is my casing, mobo and processor, which will most prolly cost me around.. say.. $1k. Ouch. I should do more OT for it, lol. But oh, August reservice loh!!
This feeling sucks like totally, my life's a mess. but I know right now I'm in the middle of a total restructuring, breakdowns and reshaping. It's freaking painful, cuz my heart won't stop bleeding, urgh.
Barry finally got a ps3. Even though he's as suay as me, I kinda start to envy ppl have parents to love them and buy them stuff. I'm just not the same :] haiz.
Despite that, I'm still not really independent actually.

Popping today was awesome as usual! Next week's the last already, which means I gotta pay up for popping 2! Urgh. I'm strapped for serious cash.
Gotta pay Joey for the dance tickets, which add up to $70!
then my this stupid $120 psu. Okaey, good thing this pay I've got I cleared a lot of stuff already. Presents money which added up to $300 this month =\ my bill's not cleared! Waiting for 2 weeks again. Nvm, gotta endure til wednesday, should be a lil.. but better than nothing.. I'm supposed to be earning quite okaey but.. I just don't have enough to spend! Then the thing is, I wanna study =( How to study like that if I've not enough to even survive!?
I really feel like just working for a higher pay job for some time man, I need the cash! Sometimes I do wish that I'm not that different from everybody else, today happen to be the sometimes that I feel.

Okaey. This gonna suck bad, but I'm gonna try to work even more OT. Especially on 2nd off! Like duh I won't work on weekend off. Yay, I hear the sound of my heart to the weather. Time to slp and go see doc 2ml, later! I got a feeling I won't be in time to see polyclinic though.

July 2010

2010-07-11T02:18:00.002+08:00

Hello July,
You're quite a surprise to me actually.

There were many things which happened for the past month, again.
Which is an understatement.

All I feel like saying is,
This time I can see how it is like and I don't see any point anymore.

I poked, I pondered, I pounded, I pointed, I.. *Poof*
This is not we expected but it was really expected of.

I walked, you chased. I stopped, you waited.
Then..
You walked, I followed. In the end.. I guess I wasn't the one who ultimately gave up,
but boy was I glad.. I'm not really ready too.
I'm afraid, not cuz I'm gonna lose you. I care for you enough to let you go, you won't know. I'm scared, because.. I can't stop you from getting hurt.. I know, my friends know, deep down inside.. you know it too..
but I guess they were right. I can't be there all the time, besides.. even how much I wanna do this, I have no right to do it anymore.
Despite you telling me all those words that cuts me deeper than a knife could,
you know somehow I'd still care and worry for you.. You're not just the puppy love stage no more, you know that I'm particular about these words and how it's being used and I can boldly say.. I've loved you, but I hope it'd just fade away.. cuz I don't wanna be hurt in this way no more.. There are letters in my head which I've not written to you, those words were just left unsaid.. those warnings I wish you'd heed, but to know you already know the answer but I know you'd just go ahead anyways. Even though I didn't even say it out, my friend surprised me by voicing out my inner thoughts, I had to ask him to stop. I.. don't want any.. nonsense.. I'm not the same, I'm just not. You know I will never be, no matter how I change.

Anyways I'm really excited about SC2!! Especially with them man.. urgh!! We went to play 2 v 2 Standard tft game just now. Felt super awesome like we were back in secondary school days sia!! Even though we went home late and I'm gonna regret 2ml!! Lol. I so wanna get MC 2ml sia!! =X but I kana said alr =(

Kaey la, whatever, I'm gonna go slp now! Tata .. ...!!

Shiver

2010-06-27T03:02:00.002+08:00

I decided not to post this after all.
Good nights. I just want to sleep =(

A new chapter: Living alone.

2010-06-02T02:10:00.002+08:00

Hey there.
So cool, thanks to my Hero I'm able to blog and use my net now ^~^
Wheeee~!!

Anyways today is a super tiring day for me, and prolly for some others as well :]
Packed and moved today.
With the help of my surprise guest, lil couz ^^
then yl also came over to help :]
Wow, I wouldn't know what to do if they weren't there, and aL in the evening!
Haha ^^

I was really horrible. Cuz there lil couz was, trying to help me to pack and asking me to pack. I was just sitting around and lazing and moving so slowly >.<
Haha then dilly dally even after yl came n help, I slowly eat my lunch XD

Then aunt susan came, thereafter the mover guy.
Packed and moved over.. phew.. a long n tiring process, sth I wouldn't wanna do anytime soon!

Bleahs, even before I moved in I've alr a lot of complains.. Esp the bed! Haha but kaey la, now the bed is the least of my concerns..

So now.. I've got concerns and complains.. a lot of consideration to be done!

Firstly.. I'm kinda upset that I can't repaint the whole room. Cuz it's dirty and it's pink! Oh my goodness.. though the door's orange XD
So I can do nth abt it.

Then also.. the table and wardrobe.. I'm so glad I can scrap them.. Just the bed, argh!! Why does she wanna keep it so much! It's taking up so much freakin space!
Though it's pretty comfy la ^^

Gonna get my new com table, already aimed 2. One's the one I wanted to get so damn long ago, but then was too huge.. now also damn huge of cuz! And thank God there's on in the damaged promo!! Ahh!! Cheap!! >.< And a new stock which is orange!! Wooo.. can't decide between both of them >.< cuz I really like both..
Then wardrobe.. is not really THAT bad la.. but a new one is of cuz better XD
there's also.. 2 =X one's pretty sweet but a lil girl =X then there's an average one =\
I gotta get a fan too -.- wanted to get the antique like one just now but wth, out of stock!! I should prolly just get the cheap one instead lol.

Yay, got myself a new brush too ^^
but wth.. I realized her fridge.. is my new complain too!! It's PACKED!! Wth.
Where can I put my drinks and snacks?!?! Goodness.
Please save meee!!

So I went to shower and realize.. the lights.. although is not really the biggest issue, and then..... the shower.. I wanted to ask it:" IS THIS THE BEST THAT YOU CAN DO?!?!" but oh well.. I'm gonna waste A LOT of time here. Showering and feeling damn urgh. Then the lock.. forget it. It's the worse. I think I'm gonna give the lamest excuse to my boss next time, : "Sorry I was late, was held up by locking the incredible LOCKS XP". Ahhh.. Driving me nuts..

The have to be quiet at night also gonna kill me!! >.<
I.. was trying to lock all the crazy locks and doors then she suddenly opened her door, realizing that I was making a lot of noise closing the door =(
I'm alr doing it extremely slowly & quiet leh!!

After all these complains I'd still thank God for many other things la..
Like she's gonna help me hand wash my clothes.. and at least I have my freedom here, I hope. With my <3 Computer, lappy, T.V, PS3, Wii, with no worries about anyone else :]
But my real concern is also the net la.. I can't be possibly using my 1GB data plan to surf for 2 weeks right?! It's gonna explode! I should call M1 now..

Haha I'm so tempted to get the $49 quilt cover+pillow cover.
Well.. another visit to Ikea tomorrow :]
I'm glad that this location is pretty good to travel to many places ^^
TAMPINES is my favourite place XD

Oh and I'm quite glad I can bring friends back during the day, cuz she won't be able to slp if they stay til later than I forgot what time.. lol quite early loh! ARgh.
Better than nth la :]

I'm quite amazed by the speed I'm surfing also..
Woot!! I really really hope I won't exceed!!

Tethering ftw!! XD

Pork * Beans

2010-05-31T00:13:00.002+08:00

Imma do the things that I wanna do.
I ain't got a thing to prove to you!
I'll eat my candies with the pork and beans,
excuse ma manners if I make a scene ^^

I don't give a hoot about what you think!

Yo yo!!
I'm thinking a lil clearer now and got the blogging mood ^^
Groovy~ Just now the compy at Natasha's was awesome!
I don't think I'm gonna compete :] At least not solo, haha. And not anytime soon.

Yeah. Cool! My thoughts are kinda clearer now.
Now, now. Where was I?

A lil more about this season..

Autumn (also known as fall in American English) is one of the four temperate seasons. Autumn marks the transition from summer into winter, usually in March (Southern Hemisphere) or September (Northern Hemisphere) when the arrival of night becomes noticeably earlier.

So yeah.. Basically this is right about how this is right now.
Fall. Tick.
From summer to winter, tick.
Time, wrong. That explains.
Arrival of night is earlier, tick.

So anyways.. I've talked to some of my really nice friends, close friends.. and kinda get some idea in my head as well..
But yeah.. anywho, anyhow, I'm always gonna get over in time to come.
Optimism ftw!

Hmm, so yeah. I'm just gonna notice patterns and whatnot quickly and just find a quick solution to it! I mean.. why kill myself, right?

I'm just gonna chill now and enjoy this season, like how its supposed to be.
And yeah.. since my brothers are gonna be away for awhile.. I might as well just wait for their return :]

Family matters!
Yeah, even though I'm truly not the same, lol.
Ahma is the most impt! Aunts too,

Okaey, too tired again -.- damn, wth!
Forget it, lol.

501st post

2010-05-30T01:24:00.003+08:00

Happy?501st post! Yay, zzz.
Yeah.. not so happy actually :]

Just.. yeah.. I just finished watching "He's not that into you".
Haha it's.. okaey. Funny, but then boring at times.. Or maybe.. ahh idk.

I know I should just go to bed. Hope I won't be late tomorrow.
I'm glad I cleared my extra hours, phew.

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Oh, Thursday doesn't even start
It's not friday. Goodbye.

It's a Autumn SuNsHiNe, cuz he's preparing for the next season..
You'll be alright.. Maybe it would have been better if the dark clouds weren't pushed away then.

Autumn

2010-05-29T02:16:00.002+08:00

Hey hey!
Yeah I know.
I kinda lost track of where I last stopped?
Bleahs I know I should keep updating but..
keep forgetting and then when I rmb, I gotta go to bed alr.
Like NOW! Goodness.

I shall just quickie!

I shall have a season of Autumn for my SuNsHiNe.
reason trace back to a series of heartbroken events.
so for my <3 readers like some I know..
roughly la kaeys? Haha.
Further details tell u all nx time when, for some reason we got time to talk about it lol.

So now.. I'm just gonna finish up my damn contract here, then move on.
Hopefully I can start my damn portfolio soon!
I'm late again today, like super damned! And lost like dunno what.
Late by 2hours, for goodness sake!

For now, I'm just gonna chillax. Enjoy my time meantime and do whatever that rocks my socks, haha. Pop pop starts nx Friday! Hope I can do some crazy neat shyt! Woot!

Room for Tanna

2010-05-04T23:43:00.002+08:00

Ahh. Finally.
Idk why, idk how, idk what.
Just a quick update.

Haiz. Recently idk what's wrong also.
Everything seemed like...
Okaey la, I mean it's not THAT bad,
but still....

I think partially is cuz of work.
Damn stress and tiring it is.
Then always lack of slp cuz as usual I'm always out.

Then of course there's other stuff la..
like friends and stuff..
idk how to put it here also..
so I guess I'll just put it in whatever ways, lol.

For one, I don't really care what the hell people think of me.
but I do care about my friends.
For two, I really don't like people to.. .. whatever that is untrue.
To believe, to tell tales, to blindly follow. Of anyone.
I mean hello!! You people have a brain/mind of your own, RIGHT? =\
Guess not. Sometimes ppl just like to....... yeah.. I'm damn sick of such stuff la.
Hypographs Archers.
Lol like go jail like that. Got record then ppl condemn u alr. Sad. Really damn sad.

Tanna arh Tanna.
I really dunno humans well after so long.
I wish I wish I could either be like Matt.P or Pete/Sylar.

Okaey damn. it's 12 alr. Idiot. I say I wanna slp by 11 one leh.

Kaey Tanna, 2ml's like a weekend alr! Thank God it's Wednesday! XD

I'm lost!

2010-04-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hey..
I don't know why I'm here.. but yeah.. here I am.
I guess I'm just so glad I'm having my 2 off days 2ml and just feel like unwinding now.

I don't know.. I don't feel the best of mood right now.
This month isn't exactly what I expected.
Not only my Hero's update didn't arrive as expected,
it got delayed wayy far behind.

Not to say I lost my bag, along with all my precious stuff.
Then this week is a hella a week.
The honeymoon period for work has just ended and today I got into not one, but 2 shytty situation.
Work; they just throw me to die like that.
Though I'm glad it wasn't so bad after lunch.
I'm not ready for it yet!
Okaey, I know.. Shaun said that I'm one of the better ones or even the best so far for answering the first/first few calls.
I felt much better after he said that, but acty it doesn't really help me with the inquiries! Haha! Damn.
It's damn.. exciting.. stressful and scary at the same time..
cuz I'm really scared I just say the wrong thing, promised the wrong stuff or I don't know.. anything can just happen and I'd just.. =\ lol.
Next; I'm gonna have no place to stay soon!
It's damn sian la. I mean okaey la.. I.. hmm.. ya.. but then..
I realized it's not as easy and desirable as I expected!
I also realized that...... it's either...........
I like new things, like changes.
But I don't like the scary part where I gotta stay with people I don't know,
their culture and stuff like that.. then the sad part is, they're kinda out to get you.
Try to make use of the situation and stuff.. make every opportunity count etc etc!
ARgh. I mean if you do it honestly and all, I seriously don't mind.
But if you.. you know, do this kinda thing then.. Tanna don't agree.
Today I checked out the first location.
<3 Tampines but wow, I didn't expect this location to be so inconvenient!
It's cheap, not exactly cheap, esp for it's location =\
Cuz after that I went home and found a (much) better location, at the same price!
Hope the living condition is good as well!

Okaey I shall give a quick review on that place. Pluses and minuses.
+The room looks pretty okaey.
+There's a.. home-y feeling about that place.
+They look pretty decent, (I mean you get what I mean, compared to those ~~~ ppl)
+They have kids, which I'd prolly become friends with.
+Tampines. Like I said, my hometown :]
+Near 201.
+Bus stops.
-The location is outta the way (Takes a super long time to get to work = late!)
-The bus stops damn far, then still must wait for bus TO TAKE TRAIN.
-Haha, they're not exactly near my age (Kids)!
-Room is located beside the corridor (Noisy/Not a good idea to open my windows>.< )
-FAR FROM STATION.
-Erm, idols.

I hope the super near inter one get back soon! Then hope can faster visit the place and decide! Though I'm not exactly in a rush :] Hah!
Yay~ Off days!! Prolly followed by MC days!
I pray my tailbone faster recover! I don't mind going to work after this 2 days off, I think. Need $$!!

That's all! For now.

A different meaning on Good Friday.

2010-04-03T05:00:00.000+08:00

Hey there..
Yeah.. Damn sian.
I lost my <3 bag today.
Haiz.

I also dunno how come I can be THAT suay.
I know I'm like super suay one la,
but the whole bag disappeared right under OUR nose!

It all started out just like all other year's Good Fridays.
But it's of course different.
This year's the most memorable, cfm.

Cute lil Suzy drew some cute drawings today in service,
then highlighted all my fingernails!! Tsk, tsk.
Haha damn eee la, but I let her anyways :]
My cute lil Suzy ma! That's why I didn't even wash it off until like just only.

Haiz. I also dunno how the hell my bag could disappear just like that la!
WTH.
I met my dancemates [Ming, Vanessa, Cally, Agnes/NOT aL's sis lol] in the evening and we went to have dinner tgt.
Then we went to the riverside to slack and took loads of pictures.
That's when my camera vanished, voila!
Right after I swap my lens, it went missing.
Damn.
And the best part was, nobody saw how it disappeared!
I oni realize it like 1/2 hrs later =(
Sian. They also panicked, but I know cfm can't find one la.
Like wth, the thief steal alr return? Joke.
I'm the biggest joke today. Bag also can lost.

Well, idk how come I can be so optimistic la.
Like I always tell ppl,
It's really not that I dun care,
but the matter of CAN or CANNOT care. Lol.
No point crying over spilled milk, really.

Well, on the other note, I still have my camera body with the imba cheap lens.
And my <3 HERO! Heh.
Though I lost my spare batt and charger (yeah I brought it out today! Lol),
I still have a cable to charge my phone, very slowly.
But seriously damn sian la,
My wallet inside everything gone =(
Very leh chey to go make again.. ARGH!!
My IC 2nd time alr leh =( Haiz!
Money, oh money! Where do I go to look for you?
Can you come look for me instead?
You'll be most welcome!

I need to get my 18mm-200mm lens.
My earpiece. I guess gotta get a cheap one for now. My Hippo!! >.< More than $100 loh!
Then my spare batt!! =(
NEED to get charger.
My keys lost, haven tell them.
My psp.. =( forget it alr..

Wow. I still haven slp. Thanks to somebody.
Hahahahaha. I don't blame you la, though you dun have my add =D
Her story is power pack and awesomely interesting! Heh.
Machiam drama sia!
But.. like damn poor thing la =(
Oh well..
Haha talk until I really drained out now. Whoppin 5am!!

I better go soon.. Tata!!
I can't carry on bloggin cuz mind blank alr.

Greezone

2010-03-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!
I'm like a super tired now and gonna fall ill if I still don't sleep earlier tonight!
That's why I was so guai today that I'm gonna like a sleep super early tonight!!

Anyways it wasn't as bad as I thought.
Cuz our trainers call it the Honeymoon Period.
Sucks. Haha.

Recently, an awesome amount of thoughts keep filling my head, non-stop.
Even before I sleep and just after I wake up, WTH!
What's wrong with my brain recently. Or since forever?

I suddenly missed a lot a lot of people, a lot of close friends.
Or used to be so close.
I suddenly thought of how I made Sara laugh so hard that she always cry, lol.
I thought of the short period of time lil sis and I shared.
At Clarke Quay, at The Cathay :]
Then I remembered the days when Sara, Jessica, An an and Tanna were calling each other Bananas. With all the Kukumalus and BFFs, lol.
Then random thoughts like why the hell Tina's name is so closely related to mine =\
Most of my game's female toon are called Tina.
Her Tienna sounds just like my name.
Ms Selena used to call me Tian An. Come to think of it really quite a nice chinese name :]
Andrea the chou xiao ya and my Indon photographer friends.

I suddenly remembered lil sis telling me to look for new motivation to look forward to at work =P Haha.

Then for some reason, idk why, I'm always the one being said.
I like this girl (When Mr. Andy told me to go make friends), then
suddenly I'm gay, which makes me BI. Lol. I think animal input are coming in sooner or later.
And it's just the 2nd day today -.-

Watching TV has never been such a pain in the, seriously.
Damn boring lohz training!! Haha but damn slack, like idk what.

I missed the recently damn fun day with my dancemates @ Orchard.
Somehow, it was like super fun la. We were all damn high that day.
Then ytd was like a so sianz. I didn't wanted to go, but already say go ma.
HO KA YAN ARH!! Hahaha. That stupid Tina forever never reply msg. Reply also reply nonsense, LOL. Ask me to call, but I lazy =X
AHHH ANYWAYSS!!

WHAT'S WITH THE (NEARLY) SAME NAME LA, TSK!
STUPID ANDY KEEP ON PURPOSELY SAYING IT WITHOUT THE G!!

I'm so so so so so tired!! I'm gonna na na na na sleep now now now now now now!!

Official Day 1 at Greenzone.

2010-03-23T01:25:00.002+08:00

Haha cool! I just found a nice name for my workplace!
Greenzone :]

Anyways today's officially the first day,
even though Andy and me was here since last week.
Actually I not counted one la, hahahaha.

Haha damn. I didn't continue typing this last night, oh well! 23/03/2010.

This is like the one of the nicest weekend arh!

2010-03-21T03:20:00.000+08:00

Dui arh! [Muzzie's fave phrase]

This 4 days of holiday is like a so enjoyable arh!
Oh my. Feels like so the good can! =D

I hope this feels-so-good feeling will carry onto my training and make it not so sian there!
Ah, I'm going crazy thinking about the stupid CONTRACT!!
No, no. Don't, Tanna. Just, don't!

Hahaha. Tweet is <3.
I gotta like dig my tweets to like rmb what have I been doing the past couple of days la!

Thursday was like damn irritating la!
Wanna go take MC already then rain!
In the end couldn't go to the polyclinic and went to one that charged me for like $40 la! >.< Sucks.
Good thing was that I got the 2 days arh in the end!

Then had our last HH II last lesson. Was great!
We took like 20 mins to prepare for our own group to 'perform' the dance we learned the past 8 lessons.

Friday was like the so relaxing arh!
Just sleep and sleep,
then slack and slack.
Too bad Barry was too tired. Else we could like go over to his house to slack.
Haha then crazy TMC people was like so fun too!
They keep asking us to stay over but then I accompanied Andrea to PP and bleah.
Haha decided to go home and rest instead :]

Today was like a fairytale la! Hahahaha.
Not a <3 Story but the so very the fun la!
Idk why but even though the plan was not a plan at all,
but like I always tell people.
It's the PEOPLE la!!
That Ho Ka Yan! (Haha I'm addicted to calling her name now, it's like a so cool can!)
Heng I called her la! Else would be even messier!
Then I met Brenna Cheok Ming Zhu (Another one! Call full name damn nice to call, hahahaha!) and we waited for those late people at Lavender where they paid for the Waccking course fees. Blah. I wanna join them, but damn work. Okaey la, I'm not really interested in Waacking too :] Meh.
Then even though we didn't know where to go, what to do.
It went well too, :]
In normal circumstances I think would be like damn sian la,
but somehow, in our dunno-what-we-doing-ness,
we had uberlotsa fun! ;]
Awesome peeps.
Vanessa and Veron is like a super on la!
After their thing they came and join us and like a have fun together :]

Oh my. It's like a so the scary la!! The 3am Zoey Tay show is on now suddenly!
Gives me the super creeps lol. Ahhh~! Timo, why didn't turn off the TeeVo?

Anyways I'm really like a so tired and why am I like a talking like a this now?!
Ahhhh~!! HO KA YAN HO KA YAN!! FAI DI ZHAO AH!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!
Okaey, Tanna banana is crazy now. Those 2 are always bananas! NO, VHREE!!

Happy Birthday Xiao Mao :]
Though it's over already.

The worst hub worker.

2010-03-20T04:33:00.000+08:00

Hello! I am the worst hub worker in history. I think.

Hahaha. Just this week, my first week at work.
Day 1 I dozed off at work.
Day 2 I went home 1/2 day earlier cuz my eye hurts like hell.
Day 3 I took MC.
Day 4 I'm still on MC.
Best. Or what? Hahaha.

Anyways enjoyed myself like never before this few days la!! Woot!
I dunno why, but I'm seriously feeling damn nice these few days.
Must be the MC. I'm like killing my eye and I seriously hope I won't go blind.
I deserve it if I were to go blind after mistreating it like this =(
Meh. I wanna go for Lasik la! This year. I aim to save up enough for Lasik! I HOPE!

I shall suffer much for this 6 months. With the damned contract.
I felt kinda cheated cuz it was supposed to be one week end off one week day off.
Never mind. It's really no choice and unfortunate la.
Just think of the money, Tanna. The moolah!! The dough!!
Okaey, okaey. Cheer up! I'm enjoying my super long weekend!! (Even though in the first place I don't even need to work loh!)
Sucks loh, Wednesday when I was resting my eyes at home, some company called me up for interview for graphic designer la! ARghh.. Too bad I started working WITH CONTRACT loh. HMPH.
I really hope I can get the morning shift, then I can continue my dance class, then hopefully can pick up Jap class! Whee~!
Though I heard from Mr. Uncle that, most prolly doing afternoon shift.
That's the end of my 6 months' life!
Yes, it's a lil more $$ but, I'd rather have my after work time!!
ARgh.. If I'm afternoon shift then A LOT of things gone already. Weekends burnt, evenings gone. Ahhhh..

Laments aside,
Haha, I shall talk about dance!
Since it kinda just ended only like ytd!
Hmm, it's kinda like finally last lesson, though I don't want it to end.
Somehow I really enjoyed learning dance with this group of mates~!
I'm so glad I continued ^^ Else I wouldn't have bonded with them, and know more cool people!
Haha, yeah. Though the sad thing is, they're gonna sign up for another course [Waacking] while I can't continue =( Cuz I think most prolly my work will clash with my class! Argh.
Anyways I'm not interested in Waacking la. So gay! =X Hahaha.
I know what you evil people will say, but NO.!
For now I guess I should try the open classes, hopefully I can pick up fast enough ;]
Else idk what can I do to continue dancing already =(
Yay, anyways. We're having our first outing 2ml!
Supposedly to be shopping trip la, but wth. Meet like 5pm lohz.
They gg O School at 4pm to pay for the course.
And knowing people like Tina! Who will most prolly be late and end up ard 5plus then we meet. I dun wanna go down leh, cuz I'm not even signing up! Though I have to help Brenna pay (if she transferred to me already)
Please please please, somebody pay first, then I pay you (whoever that person is) when we meet up kaeys?!

Sunday we're gonna sing sing sing~
Haha yeah, I really like all these la. Idk why, but I just <3 it!
Dancing, singing, photography, playing games.
Ahh, if only life could be like this!
But NO, I'm gonna do some technical troubleshooting shyt.
Getting paid to get scolded literally.

Meh. I shall go rest my eyes already.
God, please heal my poor lil eyes! Amen! :]

First hubbing day.

2010-03-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

Today is my first hubbing experience with the Hubbers.

Thank God, I wasn't late! Phew!
I hope 2ml I can take 45 there man, and hopefully I wont be late!

I was there, waiting.
then we (and another guy) were pushed from one lady to another guy,
and from that guy to the guy we were attached the whole freaking day.
Boy, can he talk!
Though the sad thing was,
when he talk we both felt like sleeping.
Yeps, and I did! =X
Damnable.
I dozed off like more than a dozen times and got caught once.
Hahaha, we were sitting IN FRONT OF HIS FACE LA!!
But the good thing was, 90% of the time he was looking at the other guy and talk.
Whatever.
So I had my chance, not listening,
and watching Andy Lau's shows the whole morning..
*Yawn* The talk was really dry, I don't understand a single damn thing.
And the best part was the dude was monotonous!! Similar to a lullaby tune.
Then so I watched like 30% of all the 3 movies shown,
which made me really felt like staying at home and slug the whole day watching movies!
I'm gonna do that la!! >.<
Yeah, I'm supposed to be sleeping but my hair's still wet!! Grrrr.
I know normally girls are the ones who wait for their hair to dry to go to bed,
but my hair isn't THAT short to dry at that amazing speed la.

Okaey. Cursed fb pictures uploader failed again.
Gonna upload again 2ml.
I shall shut this thing off and try to get some rest while waiting for my hair to dry!

AHHH~!!!

The world is spinning

2010-03-15T05:55:00.000+08:00

Everyday is a new day,
everyday is different.
Like it or not people change,
like it or not situation change.
Sometimes you think you got it right,
sometimes you gotta make it right.

Meh.
It's only been like 5 days and everything's changed!
Damn, it's so fast.

One moment I thought I could be doing sales related positions,
the next? I felt like doing design.
What is wrong with me, seriously!

Then I suddenly felt like studying,
the next? What was told wasn't what was actually happening.
It's okaey, there's something even more important going on.

WHY!?
When you thought it was all greens and plains,
sunshine and cloudy with a chance of (not meatball!) rain.
When you open your eyes,
you're actually in a disaster!
Hurricane, Thunderstorm, Earthquakes, Tsunamis, Firestorm, you name it.
It's a bleak hour.

Hmm, yeah.. I'm sorry.
I know its vague and all,
but still,
this is my blog and this is how I blog out my thoughts.
Haha at least you got to read, right? =X

How is it like,
for SuNsHiNe to be caught in a funeral?
It's supposed to be gloomy,
yet there's still umbrellas,
cuz the sun is scorching.

I've come to realize how poor I truly am,
though on the other hand I know how rich my heavenly Dad is.

I have no choice, but to move.
No choice but to grow, stronger.
No choice but to mature, even more or faster.
No choice. I have to do everything my own.

It no longer looks like there's a plastic spoon,
it's only me, with the spade. And prolly some seeds.
Seeds of my remaining youth,
seeds of remaining kindness.
Then I know,
when I plant this field of mine,
my Dad will be the one who watches over this field.
It will prosper, it will bloom.
However I won't know when it will ripe,
neither do I know what are the fruits that comes with it.

The day I will toil,
the night I will rest.
There will be days for me to cry,
there will be days for me to fly.
I wish my days were spring,
yet aware of the winter days.
Summer days for me to run,
autumn to see the sun.

Even though at times I wish I was born rich,
I'm always glad I'm the poor lil boy.
Fun is he who spends it all,
rewarding is he who earns them all.

I still have a long road ahead,
I really do.

No matter what I do,
the world is still spinning.

First, I will work.
Meanwhile prepare my portfolio.
Then I will study.
With the grace allowance by the scheme.
I shall then clear my bonds,
Save even more for next chapter.
Finally I will study even more,
and then I will be ready!
Time check: 2010 Mid-March.[W]
ETA: 2010 Oct, 2011 Jan. 23[S]
...: 2011 Oct, 2012 Jan. 24[B]
;;;: 2013 Jan, 2013 July. 25'26[S]
---: 2014 Jan, 2014 July. 26'27[E]

Oh well!

I wanna study!

2010-03-10T05:00:00.000+08:00

Recently got the thought of going back to study.
Meh.

Did some homework especially at the career fair
and found out more about the courses I'm interested in.

I guess I'm more interested in the design aspect and still deciding on the specialization now.
And schools. Ahh..

Currently there's a few la, even considering taking a diploma again.
Which makes my current diploma feels like a waste =(
Nope, it was this 'useless' diploma that help me realize programming is just not my cuppa tea! Haha. I enjoyed the drawing, character designing, coloring, storyboarding and animating part.

Today I went to N.A.F.A after failing the other time round and stepping on cat dung! Argh.
Today's trip.. shows that the staff really cmi zzz.
I went there with a lot of questions in mind, hoping to find an answer.
So I went to the info counter at level one whom referred me up to level two.
And at the level two info counter,
the young lady there told me to READ the freaking brochure.
Ya, great. I go down personally JUST to READ their brochures!
What a fine idea.
Then I went back to the level one info and told her that girl's really isn't helping.
She went upstairs and asked somebody else.
I was hopeful, for someone who can really help me.
Damn, the aunt's another one -.-
Explaining the course name by.. it's name! So brilliant right!
And the best part was, the things that she said.
Trying to snook her way through by telling people the obvious.
E.G: Graphic Design is designing the graphics!
Interactive Media is.. to do with interacting with the media!
Wow, I was like totally enlighten and knew what I was going to learn that instant she told me that! She should be like a lecturer la! Zzz.
And I decided to give up. They only wanna go home early.
1655hrs and they turn the signboard to 'Closed'. Best admin staffs. Ever.

But hey, this is my study choice, my career, my life here!
I decided to ask more loh. Cool. Edwin helped me a lot!
Actually I think he can like become a course coordinator or something instead of the....... you get it.
He really helped me to understand the differences with the different specialization.
I kinda a rough idea of what I wanna do now, with consideration of today's market requirements.
Then I managed to find out more on the SIM course. Phew.
It's not bad, really.
Just that I doubt I'd be able to get in.
Haha. Hey. It's a bachelor!
I guess I could consider Edwin's school too.
There's a 3months internship leh! Not bad!

Hmm, but I really want the massive student environment! Haha.
With CCA! Heh. That's me alright.

Just only, I found out ANOTHER problem.
Like I don't have enough headaches!
Haiz. But no matter what, I will do my best in this.
I'm ready to fight for it!

Oyasumi, Sekai!

Climate Changes

2010-03-05T00:48:00.001+08:00

Hmm.
Funny.
I dreamt of posting this in my dream. Twice.
Haha and first time I dreamt was bloggin in some private blog.
Then the next I dreamt of posting at this blog =\
Weird huh. Now, I'm REALLY typing the exact post that I wanted to like long ago.

Yeaps.
We're aware that the weather recently has gone haywire.
Hotter afternoons.
And colder nights. Hmm.

I believe it'd only get worse the next few months, years.
I guess that's why some predicted that 2012 would be the end.
But of course not for us, many of us :]
Haha. We'll see by then I guess..

Okaey, lil couz is rushing off alr.
I better prepare now! Tata!
5/3/2010 @ 1355HRS

Heavy Rain

2010-03-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

HEAVY RAIN
*** MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS ***

I completed Heavy Rain in just 2 days :]
Whee~ It really sucked me inside the game.
And after completing,
I realize;
It's not as good as expected: The story.
But other than that,
I really think it's a great game!
8/10 - 9/10 I'd give.
Despite the story,
I'd say it's a MUST-PLAY game.
The game is so intense, so heavy.
but of course not for kids :]
Hahaha got quite a number of 'adult' content in it.
I guess the reason MDA delayed the game is cuz the game's content is really..
Phew. Not just intense and heavy, but something to talk about.
Thank God MDA let it through in the end, else I'd just get it elsewhere!

When I watched the trailer, I was thinking.. wow.. looks good..
When I played the game, I was like.. wow.. @.@
No kidding the game is!

The game is truly intense.
The plot. The characters. The gameplay.
Everything. It's like a super long dramatic movie which you can decide the ending.
Little things you do or rather not do, DOES have an impact throughout the game.

But quite sucks la, I mean after you complete the game you go like WHAT. THE. HELL.
It just doesn't make sense! And many of the stuff were not even explained in the game la! Haha. Yes, there are complains like this.

I still think it's a great game! ;]
****/*****

<3 the expressions in the game too.
They're so real la.
And the ARI thing is kinda cool too, haha.
Feels like Matrix-y kinda gadget..

Okaey that's all.
Idk if I'd replay it that many times for its trophies or outcomes.
I think I did pretty well for first run :]

Ciao. No spoilers I guess!

Life should be like this [Tanna Freeman]

2010-03-04T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hi.

This month.

I shall call myself Tanna Freeman! =D

I'm outta job and still looking.
Thinking of studying, but dunno which school to go to.
Roughly wanna do art related courses, media related.
Not eagerly looking cuz for now, I feel like looking into BIG IT companies =D
Though I will lower my standard greatly after some time la =(

I was thinking..
How nice it is to live my life like this:
Wake up in the afternoon,
Go downstairs to grab groceries,
have some brunch at home,
then game the whole lazy afternoon.
Get dinner,
Play even more.
Tired? Sleep :]

Haha but no,
Life's impossible to be like this.
Especially in SINGAPORE!

I'm so free now! So shiok!
Can just play all the new March releases!
Awaiting for FFXIII, heard it MAY have a early release TOMORROW!
*Cross fingers* But even if it doesn't,
It'd be out on TUESDAY what! Wooooo~
I completed Heavy Rain already! It's out in stores on the 1st, I completed it on the 2nd :] Cool right. Hahaha. 2 days of super intense playing.
And from how it see, Modern Warfare also like gonna complete already..
I got it like only 2 days before getting Heavy Rain! Woot!
Wait til 15th then see can get any other games or not :]
Shiok.

Meantime, I should also do something else la! ^^
I shall try doing other things. I shall try!

Okaey, time for mini game review :]

The smell of freedom

2010-02-28T01:44:00.001+08:00

Haha yeah! Feels like ORD man, somehow.

Today is finally the last day at M1 and I'm feeling so relieved!
Whee~!
It's not that the work suck or anything,
but i'm just gonna have A LOT of precious time on hand to enjoy and everything again!
Heh.
Some of my current plans are simply looking for a full time,
go find out about the courses i'm interested in (YES! I suddenly feel like studying again, after a shower ytd =X)
I can prolly pick up some songs (hopefully!) and of cuz,
I'm gonna have a really nice time going back to my favourite: Gaming!
Whee~ Heavy Rain I'm gonna get it, since it looks really interesting.
Then of course the super long awaited, Final Fantasy XIII!! Wheeee~~!!

I wonder what's in store this March, like really.
Now ahead of me are just blank pages to be filled.
I don't know what is to come..

Welcome to the next chapter, Tanna.
[A Brave New World] :] Haha.

Spells like trouble

2010-02-21T03:07:00.000+08:00

- Trouble smells like this -

Maybe you're right after all :]
Haha. That's the only thing which can make me feel a lil better now.
And yeah, I'm just gonna do it for you. Kaey?
I'm glad I didn't play punk today and disappear =P

Today I talked to Judy and somehow, she knows I'm really going.
So she told me she will talk to her boss and everything.
Felt a waste, I really wanted to help her out til then.
Can't take it anymore. This flowery season may not be as cozy as I thought.

Yes, the flowers are plentiful and the colors vary much.
Boy, I didn't know flowers actually do change color!
FREAKISHLY SCARY!!

I got her the brown Hello Kitty as a farewell gift,
well.. I used to catch a lot for the other boss..
Meh, though I don't really like her now,
but I didn't regret catching it for her la. Oh well.
This new staff is crazy lohz, wonder if he's like me. Wanna quit his job =X
He literally give away them toys!

Lil sis,
Haha I really didn't know those things until you told me,
and I dunno if it's acty a good thing or not! =P

Spring has sprung up a lot of unexpected blooming.
May not necessarily be good though.
It makes me wonder even more, WHY?

One moment you're happy,
one moment you ask someone out,
one moment you become impatient,
one moment you got pissed off,
the next moment you felt like crying,
the next moment you really cried.
then you felt bad.
then you apologize.
Sometimes you're as sweet as honey red tea.
Sometimes you throw tantrum for no rhyme of reason.
Sometimes you look me in your eyes with that sad sad look that you wear so well.
Sometimes you just got nothing left to say but hurtful words.
Most of the time you got me all confused.
Most of the time I have no idea what you want.
Most of the time I'm just caught in between, not knowing what can I do.
Most of the time nothing really make much sense.
Once in a while you get me nice toys that I like,
Once in a while you take away all those things that you've given.
Once in a while you make me feel that it's not the end of the world.
Once in a while you make it felt like the world has ended.

Girls, are undeniably a large part of my life.
Oh well, whatever. Gotta live with it, Tanna! Lol.

Sometimes it's just damn weird/funny/unexpected.

Okaey mind's blanking out.
Sorry.

I still wish that the day would just freeze on that day,
somehow I just enjoyed the oh-so-different day I had.
Kaey, time to catch some pathetic hours of Zzz.
Tata!

Girls

2010-02-19T02:09:00.002+08:00

Short short post.
CNY! Yay! Enjoyed my short-lived holiday festival til today.
Was like a dream, haha.

Rested 2 days then worked for a day then rest another 2 more.
How I wish everyday can be like this =X
Wouldn't be, meh.

Help arrived, and fixed some things :]
Nice nice help!
Will miss her.. Wonder when will she be back again >.<

Didn't fully enjoy CNY this time, haha I think cuz keep thinking gotta go back to work =X
And maybe some other things..

The 18th is prolly one of the not so normal day as well.
What to say, it's just weird to just say it here.
Hahaha so I'll just give it a pass ;]

I should be sleeping now! Won't forget all my different days I've spent!
Nights Tanna! Slp well, though it'd be nice if I can sleep longer!

CNY 2010

2010-02-12T01:56:00.002+08:00

At least I can give a anyhow title this time :]

Just a quick update, I guess.

My life kinda revolve a couple of things:
1. Work.
2. Dance.
3. Pain.
4. Misc.

Work. Recently I can only think of one thing at work.
Just hoping nothing goes wrong and faster go home.
Yeah. It's like that.
I become.. not as positive in life as I ought to be recently.
Just hope I won't get scolded by boss, won't meet any idiotic customer.
Then hope that time would just fly real fast so I can just go back and relax!

Then again, never mind :]

Funny, this season I've been looking forward to dance more than the previous.
I guess maybe its cuz I made more friends there and we all enjoy dancing and trying hard to keep up :] Yeah, HHII is much harder than HHI!!

My help is back! And I'm just glad she's here.
Nobody have no idea how much, but yeah. Relieved!
Though it doesn't solve the problem, but I really feel much better! ^^

I finally finished watching Hai Pai Tian Xin :]
Though somehow I think Mzzdwan is nicer in some ways..
Haha still, it got me lots of laugh and some tears to shed.
It's good, in times like this.. haiz.

Heroes also come to a stop after Episode 18, Volume 5's season finale.
Awaiting for Season 5 patiently. We all know we would run outta it in time to come =P

Finally can start playing Dragon Age: Origins! Woot!
The story kinda game is back in my life! :]
Ever since the I-never-once-completed NWN, lol.
The graphics is amazing, so far the story is pretty cool.
Just that, no Necromancer class, summoning and shape-shifting class isn't pretty to choose from =( Meh.

Heh, after 2ml's shift I'm gonna have a longg weekend! Whee!!
First time going to off 3 days straight~
Hope CNY be good this year.

Hmm.I could only hope, and wait.

Blank.

2010-02-07T02:23:00.002+08:00

Yeah, whatever.
My mind's in another pissed blank state.

1.Screw this. What's up with the ladies anyway?
From A-B, B-A. C-D-E. I just get screwed by all these.
Haiz.

Lil sis, I'm sorry.
I wonder if I can hold on til then..
but.. I'll try kaey?

I know I need to have the Perseverance,
but I don't have the Ring of Health and Void Stone.
No, I don't have them.

I really wish I could really smile,
Good nights.

Been Wanting to blog like this,

2010-01-29T04:10:00.000+08:00

It's one of those days.

I've been wanting to blog like this,
but idk if I should or if I would or rather if I could.

Start off with Avril's.

Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

So So is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

I wonder if I really got up the wrong side today.
It feels like my life just crashed and everything went wrong,
but I can still smile and make myself not feel so bad.
Why. The. Hell. Can. I. Be. So. Op.ti.mis.tic?
I can't be kicked down for long, I will stand up again!

Blue skies yes, but Sunshine's not shining today.
Rain is on its way, cuz I feel so.
I feel alive, but not in a good way.
I can't help myself at all, you won't realize.

I JUST WANNA SCREAM AND LOSE CONTROL.
THROW MY HANDS UP AND LET IT GO.
FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING AND RUNAWAY HELL YEAH!!
I JUST WANNA FALL AND LOSE MYSELF.
LAUGHING SO HARD IT HURTS LIKE HELL.
FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING AND RUNWAY!!
I WANNA CRY AND SLEEP MYSELF TO IT.

Yeah, anyways.
I wanna blog like, you know. Hahaha. So damn irritating loh =P
*denotes that stupid head action, lol.

You know, she thought, *
but *
I'm like, if you're gonna *
then *
I *
but *
So like, whatever.

Anyways.. mental block again.
Bye.

Oh ya,
it sucks to be living *
Cuz you *
Then I also * about
Agony is the only word to describe now.

Stupid. Tell you for what. Unfair! Tsk!

Yay, my time!! my time!! Shall go off now :]
It'sa me, Mmaarioo... =\

O School Hip Hop I

2010-01-22T03:02:00.003+08:00

Yo yo yo, what's up!
Hahaha okaey.
Today's the last of Hip Hop I.
I was considering, and considering, and considering..
Whether I should continue to Hip Hop II.
Today, somehow, I've made my mind.
I should.
Suddenly, today, all came together and like.. somehow..
Everyone became friends. Haha, amazing.
I was late. VERY late, haha.
Then when I got in I was like 'What's going on?' then the next moment I know,
it has already ended. Hahaha, kinda abrupt.
Then everyone kinda stayed around and we took pictures,
added each other on fb, and yeah.
Kinda fun and all, then everyone was like: Hey you joining Hip Hop II?
Yeah, why not. I thought.
It would be good, I guess :]

So today I had my oh so reluctant haircut =\
And as usual, I think it looks weird. I just.. dun like it.. argh..
Short like I dunno..
Aunty was like eh.. how come the boy is not there yet?
Then I was kinda troublesome, as usual. At many things.
Haha.
And I made my way down to Lucky Plaza and damn should I have changed on Tuesday.
Never mind.

That's how I was late, taking my own sweet time. Lol.
Okaey something just doesn't feel right but I just..
I think it's cuz I haven prepare anything for the trip,
a sense of regretful-ness is on the way,
I hope it will all be fine, I hope.

Okaey it's 3am alr, I should get some sleep, before my last shift before my lil holiday :] Heh. Kinda looking forward to it, though it suck to know I'm broke.
And I owe lots of $$!! >.< Bleahs. Stop saying I'm rich. I'm in debt for goodness sake! Hahahahaha.

Have a happy, not so weird birthday alright :]
Just dun throw him away before 10 years =P
BE Happy!

Yeah, a full time I should be getting,
else,
Brisbane I should really consider..
Sorry, my friends. Just.. considering, kaey?

Higgledy, piggledy, Tanna is in.

Oh boy am I so damn glad I'm not the only one.
Are you like my exact female version?
Even your name and nickname's like mine, sheesh!
Whatever.

I'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz~

Go sleep

2010-01-21T06:10:00.002+08:00

Go sleep Tanna, it's 6:10 in the morning..
Ahhh, oh well.

Happy Birthday,
Andrea :]
I rmbed just a year back,
where we just met.
Haha oh, all the fun we had ^^
Have a nice 18th birthday alright.
Misses, :]

Happy Birthday,
Uncle Kok Hwa.
I wonder if you're going to work like soon.
Hope everything will be joyful for you today!
Take care!

Okaey. I. Am. So. DEAD.
Try to wake up on time will ya, Tanna?

This week's ep of Heroes is just so,
different. I like :]
So cute, my style.
Especially Hiro's part, as usual ;D

0410hrs

2010-01-19T04:10:00.000+08:00

Haha, just.. this.
Time check: 0410hrs.

I wonder how's 2ml gonna be like.
or rather, few hours later.

I really feel like just slping my day away!
but I gotta like cut my hair,
go photohunting,
and change $$!!

Okaey..
That said, good nights and good morning!

Phototaking day

2010-01-18T02:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah, yeah.
I'm gonna sleep after I finish this.
Short one, ? maybe not.

Today I kinda officially brought my 500D out for a nice warm-up :]
Total pictures taken today including pics taken by others is nearly 500!
Wow, never once I've taken THIS many photos in a day sia!
But oh, my battery went dead halfway through and I gotta like rush home to get the charger and bring to her house.
Sucks, maybe I should like get a spare batt after all =\
Considering.. I'm not gonna get a 3rd party for sure.
*Gulp* but $80 eh!

Okaey girl, the photos I try my best to upload 2ml night la kaey?
Damn, I didn't bring back the cookies =(
Butter cookies eh!! Then I never try.. *Cryy*
Haha I think William.. hmm nvm =P

Hope you like the prezzie! Just don't throw it before 10 years hor! =P
But the bag it's okaey la, just let u know it's not easy getting it though I think maybe some shops got sell!
Acty RingRing wanna share and get you sth de, but aiya nvm la. The rest also never share.. She's really nice loh.

Stupid girl, you should really tape the stupid balloons yourself! =P
Hahaha, seriously damn irritating loh. Then William keep telling me, "Tanna, patience. Goes a long way." Lol la. Wonder what he gave.. you also won't tell -.-

Okaey, I think my hair is dry enough now.
Good nights everyone!
Praise God for this wonderful day that He have made! ^^
Sleep well, I hope I can get enough rest =(

How to save a life?

2010-01-17T02:22:00.002+08:00

Step one I say I need some rest
He calls he say sit down it's just music
He scares the crap outta me
I smile my usual i-didn't-mean-to-do-it smile
Some sort of mistakes to my side
as he goes "nobody made this mistake before"
Between the lines of fear and blame
And I began to wonder why I stayed

Where did I go wrong, I tried my best
Somewhere along in my empty mind
And would I have payed attention alright
Had I not keyed in wrongly

Let them know that I try my best
Cause after all I really did
Try to slip through the day
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things that make me wanna cry
And I pray to God he hears me
And I pray to God he saves me

-How to save Tanna?

Oh, I forgot.

2010-01-14T01:37:00.003+08:00

Haha, I forgot to tell you.

I was also wondering what's so big about 'her' 'commitment' when boss first told me about you =P
In the end I found out and I was like oh, okaey :]

Slp well.

Oh ya, why deny yourself? :]
I mean shouldn't we be like embracing ourselves for who we are?
It's acty a blessing, to be different. So why deny it?
We are all specially designed individually into this world by the beautiful hands of our Creator.
Each and every one of us, He purposefully created in 1001 different situations, as 1001 different beings. The combination is endless! Sounds fun too ;)

As a child, our role is to obey and respect our parents.
God wouldn't want us to upset them just because you wanna go church, right?

Like how a father need to protect and provide for his family,

Okaey sorry. The saba fish during lunch is really oiishi!! =X
Boy it was a interesting combination.
2 M1 staff, 1 Prize Station staff, 2 Prize stage staff.
Having a simple lunch tgt, for once. A sight to see, for myself :]
All of us were wearing black, our uniform. Haha.
Yes, there's many things that I see it as quite significant ^^

We can all worship in our everyday lives and glorify Him.
Even through cooking instant noodles,
We can still worship Him.
By doing our best! Right, lil couz? Or, OUR JOEL. Hahahaha.

Heh,
Next up, on Heroes! :] Muahahahaha!!

My new <3

2010-01-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

Phew, hey bloggie!
It's been some time since I last update aye?

Sorry, the only thing I can only think of is my new camera, lol.

Yeps, after aiming it for many months, I finally got it!
Heh, I decided that it's a loan that got me my new <3

Canon EOS 500D Kit II.
18-200mm IS 3.5-5.6f.
Hoya UV Filter.
Screen protector.
50mm 1.8f II.

Somehow, I really like this cheap but sweet lens (50mm 1.8f).
Somehow, I know, this is the one lens that can do wonders for me ^^
Until I get another one.

Whee~ Work's still the same.
Serena, I shall not talk much about you :]

Finally, I caught all 12 of them. Yizhen's Doraemon.
I only needed her to understand and appreciate that's all :]

Cool, I met a Hongkonger today. My customer.
Haha then I asked him a lot of vital information regarding HK.
Whee~ felt like I've been there already =X
I hope all goes well!

Okaey it's 2 already..
Time to go~

Birthday can be a headache at times!

Hello 2010

2010-01-08T04:10:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Idk what happened to my previous post,
or was there a previous post?
Oh nvm.

1 week has passed into the new year and everything still feels the same, lol.
I can't really rmb much about the past week either, but I'll still try :]

Let's start with.. the celebration.
All I can say is, it doesn't feel like it.
Or maybe, it's like any other year.

What happened was briefly like this.
I met them at Suntec (I have no idea why are they there at that point of time, lol)
Then poor boy was so sian due to some reason.
Then we walked towards the Flyer.
Halfway thru we split up and 4 of us went to get drinks at MS.
Oh, I didn't add in that some of them went to MacPherson. In the end they celebrated there. That's all.
Then at MS, boyboy thought we could all wait for Joel they all so we could like go tgt. Joel told me he'd take like 1 hr and we waited for a considerable time that Gavin keep calling and ask us to hurry.
Then we went to Prize Stage and madness it was.
The crowd was crazy and high was all of them! Woot.
After that we went to 7-11 and got the drinks and proceeded to meet the rest.
Zzz, they were all in? Popeye's. Time was? 11:53. Great.
No time to walk back already zzz.
Blahblahblah. Skip skip skip.
Took lots of fireworks pics.
Went back home with the older boys.
Slack there and practically doing nothing.
Except until Alvin asked if I've watched Paranormal Activity already.
So we decided to watch it and boy is it scary, lol.
In the end that stupid scaredy cat backed out during the final 5mins of the show!
TSK! I dun dare to watch sia suddenly he scared to watch!
I dragged Joel and Eric to watch it wimme and yeah, crazy.
The last part quite idiotic, lol.
After that few of us went to pray with 1/2 eyes closing already, lol.
It was dawn.
We went to rest for awhile til..
Sharon and Yingli 'pop by', lol.
And most of them alr went home.
The remaining had a crazy Wii time.
That for the next few days,
muscle was aching, many of us had!
We had Manpuku for dinner :]

Then I was still on festive mood,
went back to work zzz.
but then on Sunday I fall ill.
My throat area was killing me >.<
But it was a well spent MC day, lol.
Managed to give Cheryl the bigger-than-her Cinnamoroll ^^
She's so cute la! =D
Then we went to the usual after service place and have lunch there.
Hmm, never mind :] I remembered sth.
Why? I dun understand. Oh well.
Then after lunch we split into 2 groups again.
I was 'forced' to help Ying2 to do her LAST MIN work again.
Design some poster for her band I think..
Haha spent the whole afternoon doing it! Tsk.
Then relax at Esplanade and chill away~
Funny thing was, her poster got chosen sia!
She said cuz she added some pics :]
Haha so funny if she didn't do anything then got chosen la!
Cuz it was so freakin plain.
Rushed off to celebrate aunt's birthday I later did.
@Jack's.
Damn I ordered T-bone medium done it was freakin cold loh, zzz.
Then after I told them, they cut my meat and made it well-done, ZZZ.
Though they changed the yummy potatoes =X
Then went to pei the dummy for dinner.
I was like 1/2 dead when I reached there lol.
What a packed day!

Monday had my lovely rest but was destroyed by many a phone calls zzz.
Oh ya, now I rmbed.
Haha then we watched Starwars!
But then got 2 irritating xiao gua who spoiled the show =(
Haiz, to trust Joel that they won't..
Watched one and I kinda fell asleep then I wait for him to send the kids home.

Tuesday was back to work again zzz.
Then the only thing I can remember was,
I spent $$ on diao diao again!
I diao for a whole set of Winter Scrump/Stitch/Angel.
Then there I lost my stupid bet and I owe somebody a freaking Disneyland treat zzz.
I'm gonna die of owing $$ lol.
There's so many more things left to pay!!
Then after that went upstairs and try playing Big Sweetland.
Lil did I expect that I got the jackpot for only $15!! Woot!
I got a couple of cheap soft toys and a huge lovely Scrump! ^^
Heh.
Tanna's so tired now. It's 4am.

Wednesday, I met the replacement for that stupid girl lol.
AKA the boss's daughter. Like some movie lol.
Acty is more like the boss's boss's daugher =\ or sth like tt.
Heck.
Haha, shall not make much comments ;D
Sooner or later you'll be reading this post =P
The funny thing is, both their birthday is just 1 day difference! Wow.

Haha and I still wonder what's with people standing so near like they wanna walk thru me =X

Okaey, gonna sleep now.
Class today is fun :] Thank God I still remember the steps!
Disappointing a friend could be, haiz.
Somehow, I felt relieved seeing ah ma again :]
Missed her so. I wish I could spend more time with her..
Gonna bring her out for lunch when I get my 'first proper' pay! ^^

Wheee~ I'm gonna get my new camera replacement soon! Woot!
It shall be Canon's 500D/Rebel T1i/Kiss Digital X3.
Hmm, lens it'd most prolly be 18mm-200mm.
Plus the 50mm 1.8f lens!
Gonna be so broke.
Not to mention the HK trip @.@
Kana combo like siao.

Sleep well, Tanna :]
Sometimes in life, 'friends' only disappoint.

Mobile Live Blog: Reflections for 2009

2009-12-31T21:55:00.004+08:00

*WARNING*
This is an extremely long winded post, like the Blogger myself.

I am currently waiting for the freakin bus to take the train down
to meet the rest and Sephiroth's theme is playing at bg now.

Haha this is my first time bloggin outside and it's the last day of 2009!
It's also my first time bloggin about the year, reflections.

Sure there's many stuff which happened this year.
Many friends made,
People who hated me,
People who loved me.
People who loved then hated me,
Vice versa.

First 1/2 of 2009.
Okaey the bus is finally here.

First 1/2 is damn easy cuz all I can rmb is, school.
TMC.
Things I rmb is kinda limited too haha.
I met fun friends like Andrea, Niki, Hai, Anes, Joseph, Boby,
from the business class lol.
Then there's great friends like my classmates Yen and Jas.
Many time spent talkin, playin, criticizing the skool lol.
Many time spent rushing overdue assignments and begging teachers for extensions:
Here's where I learnt photography, from Roy.
I realize I can do it too :]
And there's many photo hunting sessions.
Of cuz many time spent just waiting, dozing off in class and,
DotA and L4D in class XD
Chely the librarian became our friend :]
Made more acquaintances.
Of cuz great teachers who are like friends.
And our retarded work from assignments..

Wow this is really long.

Haha I'm so glad there was a rebate when I took the bus just now!
They are.. on the way too I think.

Wanted to put 3rd quarter but I think its kinda in a messy order..

Then from graduation, I've wasted much time.
Twice on waiting for my dad's friends..
Haiz.
One was some advert co.
One's from Rob, who opened a rlly nice restaurant pub like place.
I was too bored.
I can only go out everyday wasting my time away, though having pretty much time :]

I learned some valuable lessons through all these incidents and ordeal.
ATT I know I had to do sth, which I did but I was soon part of the event.
Well, it made us stronger :]
Yep it did.
It was my duty then.

Of cuz I had my very much own problems while taking on more problems.

Haha okaey. I stopped bloggin for awhile just now.

Happy New Year! :]
It's 2010!,
My year. Year of 10-na!

Hmm yeah.. kinda abrupt my bloggin stops.
Now am on the train back home.
May be suggesting swimming :]
So far sounds good.
But I think won't work.

Okaey at aljunied alr.
Haiz. What happened?
Your 'on ur way' ...

Later.

04/01/2010
I knew it!
LOL.
I didn't had time to like continue bloggin and
just leave it til now!
Okaey la, not THAT bad aye?
Anyways today's number is super nice :]
I'm so glad I dun have to work today!
Whee~
Oh, and I pon-ed work just now,
not exactly but still considered pon-ing.
My throat's killing me even til now :(

I shall go get some rest alr! ^^
Wanted to watch LotR budden my body says: Sleep!
Fine, nights :]

Blank blank

2009-12-31T02:20:00.000+08:00

Haha it's blank blank again cuz I just feel like going to bed even though I wanna do all the pointless stuff online, like trying so hard to quickly update my photo albums on fb! Urgh.

Hmm.
Ytd.. what happened arh?

Oh! Ya.
I can only rmb after work I rushed down to Suzy's place
after asking more than 10 cabby how to get to the ulu place!
Then I decided to just tell the uncle to try MacPherson Rd instead.
And viola! I got there with the help of my beloved phone :]
Heh. Idk what would I do without my Hero man.
Then they were just leaving, but I think they were waiting for me to rush down,
just to take some pics together and have a 'quick' dinner.
Aww. I was wondering how come she dun wanna take pic so much..
and realize after that cuz she didn't like blue too! Whee! <3 my lil girl even more lol.
She started smiling after changing, lol. Pai kuan. She also v.paisi one.
I would give her another prezzie but I didn't had enuff time to diao for her..

Okaey.
Today.. I woke up very bu gan yan, cuz I was awaken so early in the morning!!
Wahh. She called me so early in the morning to tell me change of location!! ARgghh..
Nvm la lol. Cute.
Then went to have lunch, haha wow. One of those moments :]
So funny throughout.. I <3 the game we played. Muahaha.
So quick, so fun ;D *winks*
It was pretty rare cuz we hardly have this chance to meet up and all.
After tt went to the arcade and changed $10 with the given $.
Not rlly used to the machines here.. so didn't rlly went all out.
Funny thing is, I won an ice cream with the cute machine lol.
After that went to catch a movie after dinner :]
Aww man. The watch talk today rlly make me feel like getting one myself!
I nearly get it today but she say go hk then see..
Good idea, many stuff can just get there! Whee!
I think I rlly prefer uncommon things :]
Common is so.. urk.
I mean just not too common la..

Indifferent is a good word ^^

Haha Treasure Hunter was quite a disappointing movie, by Jay.
I mean I though he could have produced a better one, like Secret.
Some neighbours also went to watch it cuz I saw it on the floor and they reached home early than I do! Drivers la. tsk. Their movie timing is an hr later than mine somemore!

Joanne told me new scrump is in the store! I hope by 2ml it won't be like gone =(
Kkaeys it's alr 2plus.. 2ml gotta go Paragon to collect the !@#$%^&* stock.

Oh. I was torn between 2 groups. Even though there was a 3rd but I know it must be one of these.
So after much decision, I'm gonna choose the young uns over where I'm supposed to be.
Angel is kinda cute too :]
My table is in such a mess!

Heh, 500D baby. I wanna get the twin lens kit.

Joanne the generous

2009-12-29T03:14:00.000+08:00

Viola! I'm so, tired!
Okaey gonna sleep after I finish blogging!

Haha had a fruitful and satisfied trip today.

Work was.. okaey. Haiz, sometimes just wondering if I should continue..
I wonder if they wan me to work there or not at all..
Feels like no, but sometimes they're okaey.. aiya idk.

Some of my them kids came today.
They watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.
Then after their show they pei me have dinner :]
Haha, after delaying much much (as usual),
we decided on Pastamania (which is kinda ex for the kids),
then we ordered our food and realize Alvin and mine's kinda too cheesy after awhile.
I went back to work after that and just waiting to go home.
Did my timesheet already,, also headache sia do timesheet!

Sad, cannot change my schedule 2ml for Suzy! >.<
Her birthday leh.. Haha hope the twin is good enough prezzie for her.

I hope I can get Thursdays and Sundays for Jan and
of cuz the trip and her birthday.. Wahh.. Charle's gonna kill me..
I'm like having so many requests!

After work went to the 'usual' after-work place, and yay~
Joanne's being so nice today!
I wonder if it's cuz I helped her charge her phone lol.
And I know she's gonna come back for more (charging)!
I finally caught my 2nd mini soft toy and yay she throw in an extra Angel!
so I only dun have Stitch (which I dun mind at all!).
They family of 3 was there again, after saying many 'last' times.
Oh how I envy having such a fun mom.. to come diao diao with me =(
oh well..
Then I decided to try out catching the watch machine and yay~
She helped a lot! I got a new Skellington Jack's watch [The Nightmare before Christmas] and a Gloomy's pocket watch.
Then also a new Cinnamoroll, for Cheryl ^^
So huge for her!! I wonder how is she gonna carry it home, haha.
She's so not letting me go again, XP

I can hear the watch's ticking.. it's 1/2 sec slow, OH!!
Hahaha. It's been freakin 1 mths and still no sign of them putting it up!! ARghh!!

Haha and the DS.. I really hope my pathetic 2 cards can get just ONE chance of getting the DS when she say nobody's getting it..

Oh well, can't think much now.
Go sleep. I hope I can wake up 2ml!

Take care kaey? I'll pray for you..
Breathe! :(

Unseen Rain

2009-12-28T00:45:00.001+08:00

Today I am just.. exhausted.
I've not been sleeping much lately and it's getting onto me.

Now I'm just.. idk..

This morning woke up to go to church as usual,
then gotta rushed off after service.
Suzy asked for Hello Kitty! That greedy lil girl!
Haha.
Then Shirley smiled so sweetly, haha I know why.
But Cheryl didn't come today =(
Aww. I missed her. Hope she comes nx wk!

I didn't realize Jacob's name was acty so.. negative lol.
One of which means swindler!

I took cab to work cuz I know I'd be late if I didn't.

Work is really.. tiring.. cuz I didn't have enough rest.
Yeah, I'm gonna sleep REAL early tonight and hope I have enough energy for 2ml! >:[
Haha but it's like a ladies working day and so nice.
But also 2 of which is doing their last day =(
Aww. I'm super sad la.
Thought we could like have dinner in the end.
I shouldn't have felt so sian just now.. urgh, nvm.
Cannot tahan alr la. I'm tired and hungry :(
But the yellow Stitch can make me feel so warm and nice ^^

Some of them came to have lunch with me :]
Then many of us had Ayam Pangang, or sth like tt.
That Joanne, ask me go catch today then she nv come! Tsk!
Okaey la, I dun have time to catch today either..

I want my 500D =(
It rained today I think,
but I didn't know. Cuz I'm all the way underground in the 'shelter'.

Oh no I'm getting emo.
I wonder if it's due to the lack of rest.

Rest well Tanna.

Addiction can kill

2009-12-26T02:43:00.002+08:00

Alright, I just wanna talk about my addiction today. Lol.
It's getting outta hand and serious if not handled properly =X

And I decided to do sth about it, positively! XD
I decided to TRY to generate some return $$ from the toys I catched
and turn it to sth to could actually flow somehow lol.

Few steps to take into consideration.
Blog shop, Word-of-Mouth and prolly the storage upstairs in PS.
The first 2 doesn't require that much but the 3rd does require $$!!

Oh well, I gotta like stop or do sth abt it right?
So I guess I won't just stop like that..

Right now.. There's Hello Kitty, Zero, Scrump, Yellow Stitch and a set of moving mickey/minnie on my desk now lol.
I gave away a few alr, :] Heh.
Oh, I have a mini stitch in my bag and a owed mini stitch/angel in the shop.

How I wish I can become as pro as those people, or at least become pro-er.
Bleahs.

Oh, and yeah.. I'm so dead.
I'm not gonna say how much I've already spent.
I know of (many) people who spent more than me in this!!

This year's Christmas is a very different and well learned one.
I learned how to appreciate how precious is this day and many would take it for granted.
The reason behind is cuz even though some ppl may not understand it or
even rlly into celebrating His birthday, they still didn't need to work.
And why I'm concerned? Cuz I couldn't really 'enjoy' the 2 days I usually would have just spent with my dear brothers and sisters.
but I guess it's a good thing this year I gotta experience sth like tt.
Reason being even though I didn't really not celebrate :]
Even though I worked on the eve (which is super sian),
it become a 1/2 day and I managed to go caroling with them ^^
Even though I worked just now, (I also asked to report later)
I managed to take part in the event and even helped out! (Once again!)
As the obvious photographer, and a stand in MUA, LOL!
Hahaha so funny. And I managed to give them some prezzies
(Though boyboy keep saying abt giving to 'outsiders' things =< )

Appreciate it or not,
I'm gonna give my time to all of u as Christmas present 2ml.
I'm not gg for EOY alr,
I hope it's a well spent swapped off day.

Good nights,
Hope I have SUFFICIENT rest for later =(
Sweet dreams :]

Money Sucking Machine

2009-12-23T01:45:00.002+08:00

The UFO Catcher is a real Money Sucking Machine I'd say.
Haha. I've spent more than $100 in one week, man!

Yeah of course I'd stop, but..
Oh well :]

Anyways I'd just go to bed after my hair is dry.
Sooo tired! I hope 2ml I won't like oversleep again!

Sucks loh, I mean I gotta work FFOC straight leh!
Though I kinda changed it to CFOC myself lol.
And it's a good $21 difference!

Hmm, yeah.. I guess it's left with only 2 more..
Somehow.. I dread it to come.. Haha..

Today was a pretty okaey day, but the mall was SUPER packed.
Why?
Cuz mr. Jay Chou and Lin Zhi Ling is in town today!
And.. I managed to get a few glimpse of him during my 'toilet break'
Haha. Crazy lohz the crowd.. I mean you'll simply get pushed and moved with the flow.
Oh, he's quite shuai la. I mean he's already like 30+ right? Lemme check..
Oops, he's only 30. Lol.
I like his goatee, pretty cool.
I'd get that someday, if possible.

I spent like $21 today during lunchtime, oh.. lunch break!
Haha today damn power..
It's like idk why, but 5 (FIVE) of us were at the foodcourt eating la!
Boss, Lina, Tim, Armie and me. Stunning lohz.
How did xiao jie arrange for 4 of us staff to have break tgt man.. Crazy loh..

Then my $21 goes down the drain =( I wanted to only spend $6, lol.
Undefeated, I went back after work to see see look look and this guy,
Joel (not our Joel,) was damn pro at catching lohz.
I think he spent like less then $40 catching 4 from the same machine.
In the end the staff realize there was a bug which the Hello Kitty's hand was not handcuffed. Aww. After they put it back he didn't catch it after $20+.
He caught quite a lot stuff today, with lots of munny too of cuz.
I think he say he catch to sell.. Wow. Sounds ideal! But where is the best place sia?
Then I spent a considerable amount of time just watching ppl drop their coins and try to catch.
A group of ladies went to catch too and they spent quite a lot too..
Wow, in the end they caught like 5 if i'm not wrong. 4 of which is changed into 2 bigger ones I think..
So anyhow, I've got my gift exchange present already :]
And a pretty expensive one! It's not a freakin $5 exchange!!
I think the person who kana mine damn blessed! Haha.
Anyways they quite nice also, asked me not to catch one of the machines lol.
Too difficult I guess.. But I feel like trying leh!

Then today that stupid girl came back to the shop.
Haha I knew it. She came to see Jie Lun also..
Cept she only gotta glimpse of the top of his head.
Aww, so how's his hair? =P

Wah.. okaey okaey.. should just shut down soon..

Tanna. Don't.
Else you'll just waste it.

Anyways just started a new game,
after reaching home and seeing Timo playing it.
Haha finally can play some similar game with him!
Let's just see who can do better in this! XD

And there's something that bothers me.
Customers tend to walk inside my comfort zone,
as in they freakin walk so near as if wanna walk into me like that.
I mean hello!! There's space elsewhere alright!
Then I always gotta step back so many times lol.
The worse one is the more I step back the more they step forward!! Kaoz!
Then I just gotta like lean back for a while.

I'm sure to keep my Zero and Scrump.
Hello Kitty....

Sweet dreams Tanna!
Even though many things don't last,
always remember that at least it happened.
And be glad that those ugly things happened only for that moment.

Smile.

Forgotten Title

2009-12-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

Blah. Whatever. I forgotten what I wanted to name this post.
Sucks.

Yeah, I'm going to sleep soon.
Before 1am I hope my com is alr offed.

Today is in a way, pretty unusual.

I went to Courts for interview.
And I kinda find the basic a lil too lil =\
Oh well.

Then I had to go back to get changed to go out lol.
Then it was okaey at first.
Like even though I dun like the BBQ Chicken shop,
I still say okaey la. Damn sui bian one.

Then idk why I say go shop, must go target one meh?
I mean can't we just walk around and hang out in town meh?
What's wrong with just doing so?
Dunno wth's wrong with Eugene today. Maybe cuz Charlie is there.
Whatever.

People know, it's not common for me to just get so pissed off and walked away alone.
I did and I was really pissed off. I mean if you cannot do so as a friend, not to even say a very long time friend, then so be it la.
I mean we've been doing that for years but now suddenly like that.
Then dun freakin complain abt what I never ask u out and all la.

Haha but thanks to that,
I found a really sweet place to take pictures!
Heh. And I spent a considerable amount of time there too!
I guess sometimes alone outside can be quite enjoyable after all..
Yeah I know alone-times are always good to have but idk it can be quite enjoyable to
just spend some time alone taking all those pictures..

I guess it's not that bad.
Since after I saw a cute kid my mood lighten up :]
So like I always say,
I have this weakness for kids, especially cute lil girls!
So.. when one day a cute lil girl can't cheer me up,
means it's really a big thing for myself already.
I used to think kids and chicks,
but acty kids are better than chicks when comes to a bad mood.

Oh! The Hello Kitty I caught last night,
is worth $35.90 sia! Woot!
I spent $18 ytd, $9 of which is on that Hello Kitty itself.
So, so glad.

Yay 1:04! ^^

After taking pictures and feeling better already,
I decided to meet them again la.
Both of them did ask many times la.
After all I paid for my tix already and it's Avatar!

The movie made me feel like outta place lol.
It's a whoppin 2hrs 40mins movie sia!
Damn stunning, came out felt so drained lohz.

A lil surrogate-like, okaey la the movie.
I think the story is pretty nice and the graphics is the thing that screwed my being.
Even though we watched the normal one and realizing there's a 3D for it when I'm heading home.
Hmm, okaey la.. I scared I cannot take it also. Remembering the last 3D experience,
I'm not someone who gets nauseous easily one lohz!

Sian, thought can have Friday's. Screw that.

And I'm blanking out already.
Nights.

I'm preparing to octopus.

HELLO!! KITTY?!

2009-12-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

Blah. I decided to just delete what I've just typed.

Anyways today's a really bad day for me,
but it end with a better note.

Though the feeling still stings now,
oh well. Whatever.

I'm sorry. I didn't meant it that way la,

And yay~!
The $9 catch goes to.. The new Hello Kitty soft toy!
I spent $18 in total though.

I found a purpose for all these already! ;D
Heh.

I'm really freaking tired now, wonder if I should still go for interview 2ml..
Haiz.

Seriously no mood.

I'll be gone soon, I know.
This feeling.. though I hope it won't be true.
So I'll just cherish the remaining time and..
see how it goes :]

Where to, my friend?

2009-12-20T03:24:00.000+08:00

I kinda like my title for this post cuz it's kinda like how I'm feeling.

Anyways just shorten everything for today la.

Today I went work just nice, 1min past 10.
Then bought kfc's wafu bufekfers.
They were like wah, so rich arh.. breakfast must eat until $5+
Lol.
I told them cuz I seldom have breakfast they say so?
I say since I seldom have breakfast, I must have a good one right?
So funny they were like orh~ in a fu yan way lol.

Acty I had a really really bad feeling about today,
or even the 2 days of weekend.

Ring Ring today like buay tahan me =(
I'm like so freaking useless la..
Everything also dunno..
What must tape la.. house 5 I heard housefly then I take the number 5 card etc..
Haiz.. =( I always can't help but wonder am I the worse? Feels like I am, really.
I really wanna do well and help out in whatever ways I can..
Though sometimes I'm just scared I give the wrong info and all,
I still try and talk to them even though I know I'm gonna face a difficult situation.
But I always overcome all those fears with myself. My personality, my character, etc.
I am Sunshine, right? :] What's there to fear?
I have to face them! STOP RUNNING, TANNA!! (It's not.. teh.. you stupid girl! D:< )
A Hero have to be brave, and being brave doesn't mean not feeling afraid.
It's about going against all odds, no matter what.
Even though people may say otherwise, else oppose you.

Here, from wiki.

Courage, also known as bravery, will, intrepidity, and loyalty, is the ability to confront fear, pain, risk/danger, uncertainty, or intimidation. "Physical courage" is courage in the face of physical pain, hardship, or threat of death, while "moral courage" is the ability to act rightly in the face of popular opposition, shame, scandal, or discouragement.

Courage is the mental and moral strength to venture, persevere, and withstand danger, fear, or difficulty.

This is what I'm gonna pray for. After all, this is my name. The meaning of my chinese name. I guess my dad really gave me a name worth me learning from.
My name can also mean Warrior ;)

I know, I'm a loser, a quitter. but that's why, I gotta learn.
From scrap. Where can I draw my strength from? It's obvious :]
Of cuz from the Provider, Jehovah Jireh.

It's easy, to just neglect Him.
I really hope I can go back to where it all started.

After that I was feeling kinda gloomy for like 1/2 the day.
I saw Peggy coming in, with a.. idk how to describe face.
Then I felt even worse. She said she fell. Okaey skip this.
Then even though I got cut, by the stupid penknife..
thankfully the wound wasn't deep enuff to even consider it a wound =P
it's just minor and irritating. I scared the blood will stain things I touched so I was like being careful with the stuff I touched lol.

Yeah, I felt better after some time.
Cuz I saw my favorite people.
Idk why are there so many of them today!
They're so kawaii!! They were running all over the place..
Having fun~ Heh, just can't get my eyes off them..
I wonder.. will I ever have the blessing to have a cute daughter?
Always have the impression from somewhere things always happen the opposite >.<
Sucks.
But I think I will <3 my children more than my wife next time =X

Then during break I went to diao diao again! Hahaha oops.
I was just chilling and watching some of them play, then talk to the staff which
I became friends only after 1 day of spending $30+ there.
The girl from Prize Stage went to diao but gave up after $10+.
Then I decided to diao from that machine cuz she diao so long then I also wanna try lol.
Wow.
On my 3rd try I was shocked, like seriously chua tio!
A loud sound emitted from the machine and the next moment I know it,
Tada~ I got the toy!
Haha but not shiok one, I kana 'Fate'.
Heh, I guess I'm a person of challenge.
No kick one I won't be happy.
Dun dare to bring the prize back,
I asked them to hold it there first lol.
And the best part was, I left 20mins of my breaktime!
I rushed to get a meal and try to finish up my meal lol.

Cool!! A group of Koreans dropped by to use the internet
and they just arrived like only 2 days ago.
Then Ezan damn excited, start talking to them abt Korean pop groups.
I only know some of them lol. Especially SNSD!

Then.. then.. shyt I damn tired alr..
Oh ya, my 3rd dollar I caught the toy.
Then the other $7 down the drain lol.

Then zzz, after work thought can diao..
but they wanna go home so we went back after spending a long time watching
this couple catch and spent like nearly $100,
to catch 6x to change for the super huge toy.
How are they bringing it home anyway? Car also.. =\

Bryan caught one during his break too!
Oh, then some reason.. I gave my toy to Vivian. Lol.
She was so surprised la.

Now come to think of it,
I should aim for my Scrump next time! Rahh!!

Go slp alr. Gonna be so tired 2ml again..

A flower's promise

2009-12-19T02:51:00.000+08:00

It was thought forgotten,
but it was simply hidden from the world.

Two weeks into the month of Dec and still no sign of release.
I wonder wth are they doing.
I simply wanna. watch. my. HEROES!!

Today is kinda a mixed bag day.
It started of with me waking up late (as expected)
and got scolded the moment I reached the shop.

Then I even got sent home cuz my sinus/flu isn't helping at all and
I look like a flu machine.
I told them I'd be fine after resting and after some consideration
they allowed me to go off w/o visiting the doc.
Nobody expected, but it still did.

Instead of going straight home to rest as told to,
I decided to go to the diao diao shop to give it a go!
Haha.
It's a bottomless pit I tell you.
It's just difficult to just stop like that.
And I'm gonna starve soon if I don't stop soon lol.

At first I wanna just spend $10 and then go home,
but then idk what happened and I become friends with the 2 staff at the diao diao shop.
Actually even a couple of them from upstairs too cuz they also visited their shop.
So cute. Top go bot, bot go top. Cuz they can't diao at their own shop's.

The staff were rlly nice.
After seeing me diao until so jialat she decided to help me.
I did learned a lil abt the game now though I still suck at it.
I got a medium size Stitch after she helped too much lol.
Then I gave another machine a go and $4 I exchanged for 2 lil Stitches, lol.
And thus, I spent $34 at that point of time, if not wrong.
Okaey la, not that bad.. right? It'd prolly had cost $50 for the 3 of them.

After that I was wondering if I should head back home or go back to work.
Kinda scary cuz like I said, Tanna's supposed to be home resting!
And viola! My phone's in the shop! Charging -.-
Oh well. Just tell them I wanna work lohz, and so I went back.
Thank God it didn't turn out as bad as one would imagine.
Then Ring Ring so excited I caught so many! Haha but I think she didn't like any of them.
She wanna reimburse my effort, though on the other note to ask me to stop wasting money to diao all these.
I agree la, but it's just too addictive!
BRYAN!! Hahahaha.
He caught us into this crazy addiction.
I hope we can all stop soon too ^^

Tomorrow's like the last time 3 of us gonna work tgt,
and I didn't expect the hopefully soon would be THIS soon.
Haha, nonetheless I'd just cherish this moment that we can have tgt.
Wonder if xiaojie's coming 2ml. Think he's off 2ml, but maybe he will drop by to diao with us lol.

Then during break xiaojie and me went to have lunch tgt and also went to diao diao ^^
Haha I spent my remaining $6 and oh, $10 extra also! Oops. I just realize I spent $16 at the shop then, lol.

Jurian also got scold, say don't catch during breaktime >.<
Haha. Oh well, after work then =X

Yay, then Bryan worked til 9pm today but waited for us til 10plus =X
Then 3 of us went to diao tgt~
Yay, I only spent $10! Borrowed from Bryan, lol.

My goodness, I just realized I spent $60 on diao diao today?!
Siao liao. Hope Ring Ring reimburse some of them sia! Lol.

Okaey, seriously I gotta go to bed now.
Hope I won't zombie and get scolded 2ml!
Gambatte Tenna San!

M06

2009-12-18T05:48:00.004+08:00

Haha okaey, dun ask.
Idk why I just have to add in a mobile post also.
I just couldn't get enuff of today laa.
Feels like I'm falling ill man.. :(

The other crazy person is also Bryan, my UFO catcher shi fu.
I'm kinda glad and guilty the same time cuz,
Ppl invest in me! To catch toys for them.
But I'm rlly scared i'll just disappoint them in the end cuz
I oni caught 3 once! So stressed >.<

Bryan and Julian keep challenging and drinking..
Then Bernard just damn funny.
Challenge guessing game then lose lol.

That poor ting kana her eyes just now.
Idk what, but I think she washed her eyes with
the contact lens cleaning agent.
可怜的小妹妹..

Then Bernard came in and tell me to take care of her -.-
"要好好的照顾他hor"
Then.next moment at the hall say:
"Eh 你们不可以贪恋爱leh"
So what he wanna say? Lol
Damn funny these M1 ppl =P
Keep pairing us up for no reason.
Haha. That girl, she's just so weird laa =P

Shyt it's alr 6! 4hrs of slp Tanna.
And the machine's music is ringing in my ear!

M06

It's 4:50 in the morning

2009-12-18T04:49:00.003+08:00

It's 4:50 in the morning and I'm blogging!
That's kinda crazy, considering I have work later >.<

Haha today's kinda crazy and fun and it was another well spent off day! =D

Kinda guilty cuz last night I slpt at 5+ looking at videos on youtube and
many ufo catcher videos. Those people damn zai sia!
Then I believe Japan's machines are better in a way that the claw isn't lembek lembek one. Freaking hell just now we spent so much kachings on that one machine which the freakin claw is so crappy weak! Still, we insisted.
Actually she wanted it more than myself =P
The $2 one rlly >.< Eat $$.
Oh man, I'm addicted already.
Haha just now was crazy lohz.
3 of us temp staff at the Prize Stage,
until Bernard had to come up to chase us down
but end up surrendering $10 to us =X
Sucks loh today.
Spent xiao jie's $10,
I spent $20+,
and also Bernard's $10.
Ah guan spent like $20+ on his Hello Kitty,
for his gf..
Then most of the time both of us went around catching it together.
Haha damn sucks loh, dunno how come so difficult today..
Next time I gotta like go alone and concentrate! >:O Rahh!!
Although in the end the rlly nice uncle gave us the prize after spending $18 on the same machine, we acty didn't REALLY catch anything today =(
Heh, but all in all it's a really good experience ^~^
Looking forward to more of it!
Tomorrow! Gotta limit my kachings though!
$10 limit per day! ;D

Oh, got Toro the cat in the end. He's so kawaii!
I rmbed buying pocketstation to wanna have Toro as a pet when I was younger..
In the end idk why the machine couldn't sync with my playstation and I kinda wasted quite a lot for the pocketstation =( sad.

Then the best part is,
My gift exchange partner - Da Fu Ni [Daphne] didn't go!! Tsk!
Haha then after that we prepare and left for boss's place alr.

It was just pure craziness lohz. These people are just crazy!!
Haha didn't expect them to go crazy like that.
Especially Julian! He's like super drunk then do a lot of nonsense stuff.
Keep challenging ppl to drink all that.
Then that Bernard also another one lol. In the end he puked and Julian sent him home.

This year's Christmas kinda different. Cuz I actually celebrated 1 week before the actual event lol, and.. sadly not gonna celebrate it with Lifeworks!™ bros and sis.

Heh, Ring Ring got me another Scrump! The one yz gave me one fine day, out of the blues ^^ I rmbed it was the National Day! And sadly I only spent my time with her til midnite when I lost her =(
Yz and a sweet girl wanted to gimme a replacement but I know it's a different Scrump already.
Fine, I know it's retarded but what I said is true what!

Haha cool, one of the moments just happened again!
It's raining then after quite some time Inky and me just turn around,
we sat opp each end of the window and pushed 1 side tgt lol.

Anyways today was really enjoyable!
Oh I forgot to add in the afternoon part!

I was guilty cuz I slept at 5plus then I woke up super late like 2plus
after reading Eugene's text.
Prepared and met Barry at 3plus and we reached town at ard 4.
Hahaha I know. I'm the one who wanna go shop but I'm like super late!
Oops.
But it all went well in the end ;D
Cuz we didn't had much time to shop,
I only got myself a new shirt and berms.
Barry got a new berms and well,
I got Flesh Imp's membership now! XD
It looks rlly cool, looks like Amex.
Then they throw in 2 $10 which one of them gotta be used by the end of this month!
I guess I'll just have to get the black shirt which the shop didn't have the size then.
Nope, no nice shoes for Tanna.
Even though I keep looking at the oddly designed shoe made of recycled material.
Limited edt's kinda having some kinda sale which many nice tees but I just didn't know what to get or rather, there's nth I really liked.
I wonder what's the relation btwn chicks and nice dunks.
Oh! Friday's is opened! They are having some kinda training.
Hope we can go there on Monday! Haha I know, but I work on Fridays zzz.
So TGIF doesn't rlly apply to my current state.

Today's dance was kinda nice. We're all getting better and it's getting challenging,
having to memorize all the steps.. I suck at the body wave part.. looks kinda girly lol.
Aww man.. there's a 2 weeks stop due to Christmas and NYE!
So lessons will resume after 2 weeks!
Hmm. Means I have to skip one of my lessons in Jan too.

Haha sorry. Back at the crazy party.
We were just chilling, watching those crazy people do their thing.
With Sex and the City playing on TV, which makes the atmosphere even funnier.
I know the drama is not supposed to be funny but with them doing those nonsensical things, it becomes kinda weird and funny.

Urgh. Stupid Bernard anyhow add Jack Daniel's into my coke.
I just want normal coke!!
The vodka also dunno mixed with what, taste like medicine..
Haha yeah, I REALLY DON'T DRINK!!
Just 1/2 the cup and I lost balance for a couple of minutes.
Kaey la, I really did drink on an empty tummy though.

So many funny prezzies today.
There's Adidas showel gel, orange cup, some.. piggy bank cum light stand thingy..
urk it's blue zzz. Then there's some weird jewelry case.. oh! There's even a adidas socks!
Then there's Ring Ring's pen and I got extra prezzie from her!! Heh.
The new old Scrump which I once had is back again!
I know she wants me to hang it, so I'm just gonna hang it with my suntanned Scrump =X
Okaey I know, it's dirty.
Yay! Total I got 1 mini green scrump, 1 small aquamarine Scrump, 1 orange halloween Scrump ^^, and the one I caught myself, which is medium size! Plus Zero.
Then kinda funny, this stupid girl.
She called me out of nowhere then was like:
"What you want?"
Huh? Barry laughed immediately. He even repeated la! Lol.
Haha I think she must be damn sian la, draw lots until kana me.
This is called fate! Like it or not, this is it.
Although idk why she got me those 2 things,
which is totally irrelevant to me.
Don't worry, I still like them :]
I'm gonna use it though I'm not a fan of Stitch!
Ring Ring's a Stitch fanatic, not me!
And what's with Ultraman man? =P

This is crazy, it's already 5:40. Idk how am I gonna die @work later.
Oyasumi!

Life's never straight with Tanna

2009-12-17T04:14:00.000+08:00

Haha I once remembered Mahady saying this:
"Life's never straight with SCs" or sth along that line.
So today I also name my post this.
"Life's never straight with Tanna."
And so many would also agree :]

Okaey, seriously.. I'm freakin tired now..
Idk what's up with recent tiredness..
Must be work la, especially with the iCraze, iStress, iDunEvenKnowHowToUsePeople, iThinkThePhoneIsFree, etc. You get what I mean.

Today is a freaking full shift, but it end off with a color note :]
Charles thinks my hair looks like girl too! >:( What's up with my bosses!!
I asked Julian but I think he's just trying to comfort me =(
Haha then I was telling Peggy that we're sisters =X
I kinda think my hair's like hers 'cept mine's brown.

I'd rather those customers who told me they'd look for me when they're getting phone to write some nice stuff about me lol.
Cuz I have no freakin commission!! >:(
Today a couple more is like so pleased with me serving ^^
I say, thank God no complains! Haha.

Even though I wasn't hungry at 2pm+,
I had to go for lunch/dinner break! >.<
Bleahs. Still not rested.
So I got myself a super yummy sausage set from the Bratwurst Shop.
I ordered a Bacon & Cheese [Mild Beef & Pork sausage] w/ Snapple Grapeade.
$10.80. Hope I don't eat that soon, lol. But boy is it delicious!

It's funny how we 'bicker' non-stop at work. I mean I don't even want it la,
she's just so weird lohz. Yeah you, if you're even reading this! tsk.
I want peaceee. I'm a peace-loving guy =P
Full stop.
Kinda sucky not being able to fully express myself sometimes =\

Brian is so freaking funny today I have no idea why his JWs are so loaded today.
He shoot Wan Ting until like no tomorrow, lol. Damn freaking funny la him.
My style, I like :] I remembered how often I got hit speaking like that to so many ppl. Hahahaha, pure entertainment. to the other ppl.

Then like I told them, whenever I see Brian sth pops up in my head.
Besides knowing the fact that him and Eric keep polluting my meal times with outrageously dirty talk. Link it to my meal man lol.
Brian = UFO Catcher.
Haha okaey, I just watched a couple of videos involving how to catch, I wonder if it actually helps. Oh well, if I see a machine 2ml I'll try ;D
It's kinda addictive man.
After all, I caught 3 today! XD

Yeah. That got me all excited! Haha.
I decided to give the UFO catcher a go after work and
my personal inspirator and shi fu, gave me $2 to start off.
Wow, that's kinda lil right? But hey, I caught my first toy with $3.
Yeah, my very first $1.
Excited, I ran back to the shop and told them about the good news,
Brian gave me $10(!) this time to 'practice' and again,
I caught the toy at my 11th try, my 2nd $1 coin.
Aww, then there was this really cute lil girl standing in front of the machine!!
(Heh, again.. I got a weakness for cute lil kid especially lil girls ^^)
I took out the toy and wanted to give it to her.
She hugged it awhile then shake her head, kawaii!!
Then her parents say dun wan, she walked towards me wanting to return it.
Aww, I really dun mind giving it to her ^~^
So I changed it to my Zero, Jack's dog. It's really cute and fluffy lol.
After that I went back and report to Brian and the first catch was given to Ring Ring, it's a normal walking stitch. And I kept the 2nd one.
All the 'kick' and excitement, I decided to grab some food before heading back.
I went to subway but it was closed =(
So I took the travelator down and saw the machine again! Oh my..
I reached into my pocket and found $2. Oh.
Just do it Tanna!
Hahaha. I tried the first time and nearly got it! =(
The uncle beside me like damn zai like that:
"Catch the neck."
He even told the staff I wanna catch the neck -.-
Anyhow one lohz the uncle, lol.
In the end the catcher can't even reach the neck lol.
Only the head. So I tried the 2nd time and.. viola!
I was contemplating btwn the cute pink Stitch and my beloved Scrump.
In the end I really want my lil Scrump lol and got it.
Super high, I went back to the shop and wowed them again =D
Especially Vivian and Peggy.
Vivian wanna invest $20 on me lol.
Then I think Peggy said give $2 enough already, I'd get it on my 3rd try with my coin. Hahaha, there's a lot of stress involved actually!!

I bought mac and waited for bus.
Wow, I thought that's it.
While on the bus,
I was stunned. Not really, but yeah.
I started eating my fries and this
Oz guy sat next to me then I took out my earphones.
He asked for a fries lol.
Then started talking with his friends/families behind laughing and giggling.
This is one hella a bus ride home!
Best going home alone experience, ever!
Dude's studying medicine and gonna be a doc someday! Cool.
Then so funny.
He was like:
"Oh, you guys are like so hospitable."
I replied:
"Yeah, but not all."
The next moment you know this uncle came and was like:
"Can you guys decide where you wanna sit?" D:<
I told them:
"not all."
"like I said, not all."
The whole gang burst out laughing with:
"Hahaha, that's a good one."
Damn funny la, I mean just nice the uncle proved my point.
Oh well. Life's like this :]
They alighted at Kallang Mac/KFC, left saying:
"Your MacDonald's makes us hungry. So we're just gonna get them ourselves."

Cool experience ^^

Alright, it's freakin 4plus now.
Time to crash ;D

Tomorrow's a super packed day!

Don't go,

2009-12-16T02:04:00.001+08:00

So here I am.. lying down, unable to close my eyes once again.
Even though I closed the door, I can't help but worry.
Where would u go?
Even though I kinda expected this would happen someday,
I didn't expect it to be so soon..
It would be the talk of the moment,
It wouldn't be readily forgotten.
I know, when I know.
You guys know its true when I say this.

Yes, I'd also think this, have to happen.
This have been prayed for for many months,
With many disappointed hearts,
Broken hearts.
No solutions was acty found even though we all tried hard,
That we gotta just dump the chicken rice away ;)

Yes. You know what I'm talkin abt now.
It's a sad answered prayer.
Things turn out this way because you couldn't hold up
To ur promises you've given.
Man forget but not God.

Don't ask me why this is a mobile upload, lol.
More feel when lying in bed if u ask me lol.

Hey, I'll be here alright?
You can always talk to me :]
<3
I shall catch some zzz now.

God answered this once thought forgotten prayer today.

M05

Taeyang - Wedding Dress

2009-12-16T01:19:00.002+08:00

Silas introed me a rlly nice but sad MV by Taeyang, a member of Bigbang.
I then watched some of the related videos and I think I'm just gonna load some into my phone :]

Today is a good day, minus out the part where I got scolded by Ring Ring cuz I went to buy coffee with the $$. I won't do it again, and.. I just couldn't bring myself to lie.
I know I could, but I just didn't. Someday my honesty's gonna get me into trouble, especially at work and with relationships with people.

Oh, my cracked lips haven recover..

Ahh, it's just said that, it looks neater.
Is that it?
Oh, and I kinda irritate Rina and she decided not to talk to me, lol.
Ring ring says my hairstyle kinda like a girl's =( though the color is okaey.
Which reminds me of Peggy, lol. 'cept her's is red.

I'm kinda glad with a customer cuz the dad's kinda irritated with Brian but the whole family keep talkin to me, lol.
The dad's eyes are naturally brown and so nicee. Envy.
Haha he was talking abt my different colored eyes.
Then the mom kinda impressed with the thoughtful service Tanna gave XD
Heh. Who knows they may port over from Singtel, lol.
But seriously, it's really non of my business. I don't get anything.

I still dun understand what's so nice abt the sunglasses shop lady.
Ah guan can't stop drooling over her.
I think the bubble tea shop chick is the best! =X
Her smile.. aww.. makes me feel as if everything's gonna alright..
but cfm xmm one la >.< Sad.

Idk, but it's sth I oughtta do.
I don't really enjoy it but,
and I really hope,

Sucks, I'm working full shift tomorrow.

Looking forward to Thursday! ^~^

And I keep forgetting to get stuff la! >:( Rahh!!
TANNA!! DO YOURSELF AND YOUR HAIR A FAVOR AND GET THE FREAKIN COLOR SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONAL!!
Oh, I gotta pay my bills 2ml. Lol.
Aww, I'm paying it myself for once. $90 eh!!
Then count in the $130 I spent ytd. Plus the $200 I owe! @.@
OMTian!!

It's really a pain to be restricted, especially by oneself.
Not being able to show, not being able to tell, not being to, be oneself.
It feels like denying oneself. Though you know in some game we know, you can only deny your own creep, or at most your poisoned ally.

Idk, if this is for me. I wonder how long can I stay.
I'll just finish this up and consider again.

Some reason, it works. Some reason, it went well.
Sometimes, its when it's least expected.

Endless Eight

2009-12-15T03:03:00.004+08:00

It feels like this,
Endless Eight.

I've finished watching 2006 Haruhi and moving onto 2009 Haruhi.
Wow. Crap.
You mean I gotta watch the same stuff they do over and over again for 8 episodes?
Oh well.

Anyways seriously,
sometimes it's what we're experiencing.
Be it good or bad, this deja vu keep coming back.

Today is a fairly good day.
Had my haircut and hair colored, brown (for once).
And it's funny, I didn't know which to choose.
I always have this problem, I wonder when would it stop.
I can't be always relying on people to help me with making decisions, can I?
Haiz. I gotta get outta it. It'd just kill me someday.
I'm so glad that I can rest past sleeping time today and boy am I rested.
Acty not rlly la.. early morning those ppl start doing the flooring and making
a hella noise drilling and stuff.. grrr. there goes my rest.
Then the problem doesnt end there. It's kind of a pain to even move about in the house with all those funny stuff they apply on the floor..
blah.
Well of cuz I finally got outta the house and made my way to my usual hair dresser aunty ^^

Idk.. why I even bother..
[Deleted]
I guess I shouldn't just let out everything here,
too lazy to blog elsewhere either.
Tanna oh Tanna!

It was unexpected,

There I was, at katong.
I didn't get the hair dye and so I went out to search for it.
Boy was it difficult.
Not every shop sells Gatsby hair dye no more.
I got myself my usual granny cake, and green apple green tea.
Oh, cool.

There's a new staff at the shop and oh boy oh boy oh boy..
Her smile can melt the coldest heart XD
Kawaii~ but I believe she must be damn young la. Bleahs.
Wonder when can I return to get the sweetest bubble tea ^~^

I know, but I'm trying.

I'm kinda bloggin with 1/2 my eyes closed, lol.
How I wish I can sleep like normal people..
Lie down then poof, off to dreamland.
without the hassle of flipping and flipping and turning and tossing, for 1/2 an hr at least. Zzz.
Can anyone teach me a faster way to get to sleep?

In the end, I'm pretty sure my hair looks kinda odd.
Imo it kinda look like bangs, and a lil like some butch -.-
I think the color is okaey, considering it the first time I'm doing a normal brown.
Some of the kids think I look like an ah beng, as usual.
Puh lease, obviously I'm not! >:(
Oh, but I guess I have to like my hair..

In the end, everything went well.
Or at least it didn't turn out messy.
Though I'm kinda guilty.
We managed to have dinner, 4 of us.
Though they had buffet and we had ala carte,
Ours is considerably more expensive than theirs!
30% of so, lol.
Theirs is 40+ ours is 60+ but 15% discount.
The beef is really.. just a few slices and $17!!
Haha fine, I'm the one who wants it.
Sorry, I didn't know it was not meant to be shared.
Oh, and we got her bb cream! Haha she dunno wad's bb cream! =D
I.. know.. kaeys! ^^
And I kinda forgotten all abt them!
In the end they waited 1 hr cuz
as usual, I eat at an incredibly slow speed =X
Hmm.. at least I get to taste how snow crab taste like..
Expensive stuff stinks, don't they? No idea why either.. lol..
Kinda funny, the delay.
Yz wonder why Timo took so long in the toilet..
Okaey I'm shutting down already..
Gotta hurry before I shut down before my com lol.
Then they went to grab sunglass though oni ying2 got them..
Erm, went back and move all the stuff back into place.
Now it looks much better..
Haha i'm so glad I'm not the only one making fuss abt the exact placement of things..
is it symmetrical? etc.
Okaey, mind block.
Sleep well Tanna!

+ add in.
Silas introed a pretty nice vid.
Tae Yang - Wedding Dress.
So sad,

Suzumiya Haruhi

2009-12-13T02:24:00.000+08:00

And so, I started (no actually I'm finishing) another anime.
Haha.
Suzumiya Haruhi.

*** SPOILERS for Haruhi ***

Damn, is it confusing.
The episodes and everything got me confused and it's kinda frustrating
just finding out which ep to watch!
There's what?
Haruhi's order and Kyon's order -.-
Then those sites sometimes not even clear abt it -.-
Gahhh..
Anyways I'm starting to think that she's cute.
Haha.
At first she's kinda like.. so fierce..
then suddenly she grabbed Kyon, of all ppl =\
then randomly weird stuff happens.
Like them going on outing, them making movies,
finding out stuff to do, even just showing their everyday like in the club room -.-
then there's a cute Phoenix Wright parody scene. Aww, even Edgey's being imitated.
She's quite real, as a girl.
Though unbelievably weird, hoping to see aliens, time travelers and espers,
which was granted since she wished for.
Man, no wonder Boby's a Haruhiist. She's some sort of god in the anime if not wrong lol.
Whatever she wish will just come true, how scary.
The scariest part is she doesn't even know that lol.
This anime rlly damn nonsensical and anyhow in every way.

Okaey okaey I'm gonna sleep real soon kaeys.
I'm dead tired. Gonna fall ill too =(

The cute thing is, even though she like Kyon,
she really doesn't show it, until later in the anime.
Then Kyon, of cuz doesn't know a thing until Koizumi told him.
True la, how the hell would he know la.
She keep scolding him and order him ard.
Haha but I like the way she gets jealous over Mikuru then vent it on him.
Poor dude. So.. real.. lol. Guys are always damn poor thing =(
Aww man.. talk abt poor thing..

I gotta cut my hair =( again. I just cut la! Then I must reconsider dying my hair to normal color alr lol.
For once, when i decided to get some normal looking hair dye,
I gotta reconsider.
Yeah, the length. Idk if I'd still like it..
ARgh. Shld prolly just leave it.

I like this rainy episode despite the boring waiting part.
The rain thingy is kinda nice ^^

And so.. I hereby stop bloggin abt Haruhi.

Oh, Happy Birthday, Vivian :]
And ah Guan's gf.

I'm.. really tired now..
Paycheck of only $200+
L.o.l.

Oyasumi!

Eccentric Day

2009-12-11T01:43:00.001+08:00

Today is what I'd consider a really eccentric day.
In my world, eccentric is the common.
But somehow.. today is kinda different from the usual eccentric day I usually live.

I start out with being awaken and feeling super annoyed,
after the iPhone crowd and working late and finally sleeping late.
I slept at 4plus and at 10 was awaken and have no choice but to get up.
However, I knew that if I'm not getting any rest for that day,
I'm so going to fall ill.
The problem is, I can't. I have work the next day. and the following 2 days.
I knew if today I'm not having any rest, I'd surely fall sick.
It suck.
This is the first time iirc,
I was super pissed, at everything.
That I, for the first time,
without even brushing my teeth and not even having a shower,
I left the house.
I took a cab, to ah ma's place.
She was.. calm and.. didn't ask anything..
I was like : "Ah ma I'm coming over to sleep."
She was like : "??? Oh, okaey."
There I was, finally able to rest, for a few hours.
Then boyboy came in and talked to me, our usual cousin love hug :]
Haha.
Oh, damn. I shouldn't have slacked so long there.
In the end I gotta rush for class and was late EVEN after cabbin there,
which cost more than my class fee!! Tsk.
But it all went well after that, kinda.
When I enter they're doing warm-up la.
Then when lesson ends,
I went to bugis to look for my 2 crazy bitches, haha.
They wanna have steamboat, and we had Tian Tian.
Zzz. I knew it was a bad idea.
1. All the drinks were too sweet.
2. It takes too long to even cook anything, makes me so zzz.
3. So smokey and oily. Grrr.
4. As usual, I don't eat a lot at buffet.

That said, I really wouldn't wan another buffet related meal again.
But of cuz, I knew there would surely be another one -.-

Haha, both of them knew I'm in a !@#$%$%^%# mood today.
I kinda complained too much at everything.
but we still enjoyed pretty much,
and had my rainbow ice cream after that :]
Rushed to catch the last train. Again.
Gan the last train =X

Damn lohz, it's alr Thurs and Heroes is still not out.
Dunno what's wrong with those sites..

Then wanted to watch Haruhi but,
it's too confusing! The episodes also dunno in what order one -.-
There's Kyon ver and Haruhi version..
I don't even know which is the proper one..
Argh. Go sleep alr.. In a very tired and grumpy mood..

2ml won't be better, it's history repeating~

iPhone day

2009-12-10T04:14:00.000+08:00

*Phew*
I. Am. So. Freakin. Tired.

Ahhh.. Finally can rest my tired soul.
Poor body, you have suffered much!
Time to enjoy yourself ^^
Sugoi!

Time to get some rest too :]

Ahh, only thing is,
WHY IS HEROES NOT OUT YET?!
WHY IS SKYME DOWN?! TSK!!

Today was like super crazy, really!
The moment I enter the shop it's like Bio Hazard I.
Then moments later the crowd gets more, and more, and..
they just karn stop increasing.
Even though sometimes the queue to get the queue is gone, for a while,
you know they're just waiting somewhere out there, for their turn to come.
Then meantime, back at the shop.. it's like freakin world war going on inside =\
There was a moment when I was inside the store doing some stuff then Charles ask me to go out and serve the customers then when I step outside I really did say "WOAH!" lol.
I was stunned by the chaotic situation outside..
Like there's a fire in the shop, or like as if we're giving out free iPhones -.-
I just dun understand the overrated hype la. I mean come on la..
People buy then you buy, people queue then you queue.
DON'T YOU PEOPLE HAVE A MIND OF YOUR OWN?! HOW ABOUT OWN SENSE OF STYLE?!
Seriously I know more than 1/2 of these people, after talking to them,
I know they get for the sake of getting the phone.
I know 80% of the people there don't even freakin know what's Jailbreak lohz.
So irritating.
I know, I sound like a total geek here but I am. Lol.
That's why I wanted to work in M1, right? As weird as it sound, I do like phones.
I once thought of getting the iPhone myself but thank God I got myself a Hero instead.
Good job Tanna! You did yourself a much owed favor!
These people tt came, I bet 75% of the ppl don't even know how to install the iTunes, or rather they would even give a damn about it =X

But wow, this is the first and only time I'd ever get to see so many iPhones in my life that it freaks me out! Acty it only irritates me and makes me dislike the phone more and start to even hate the phone and the tee shirt I started wearing only today.
Wow.

AND CAN YOU PEOPLE STOP ASKING ME HOW MUCH IS IT CUZ HELLO? THERE'S SO MANY PLANS AND THERE'S 3 DIFFERENT PRICING FOR THE PHONES. 3G, 3GS(16GB), 3GS (32GB)!!!
IT'S FREE LA!! HAPPY?!

Hahahaha sorry. I'm just.. Acty I wish I could like break down and shout to these people sth like that =X
I'd most prolly lose the job only lol.

Then I was thinking to myself.. they could actually iPhone me to death, by throwing their iPhone at me. Okaey la, that's rlly ridiculous..

The new catch line next time could simply be: Selling like iPhones.

Eee, I really don't feel like wearing the blue one =(

Hmm.. Ah Guan's gf remind me of.. oh nvm.
She's rlly sweet.
Haha at first I thought she's one of the customer la..
Until he told me she's waiting for him outside..
Those were the days..

Then some irritating mutt just continue to annoy !@#$%^&*

Heh, I still miss Yui. So kawaii!

Yay it's time to sleeeeeeeeeppppp
I <3 my 4:10.

I hope 2ml's class would be a good one ;D
And of course, if all goes well, it's gonna be hella good time laughing with those 2 crazy bitches ^^

Strangely tired.

2009-12-09T01:49:00.002+08:00

Wow. It's only 1plus and I'm.. tired -.-
Must be work. ARgh. And those crappy customers.
Today 80% of the questions are iPhone related zzz.
So boring.

2ml won't be better, it's history repeating ~

Okaey kinda suck cuz the house is kinda in a mess
and we can only slp in the living room 2nite! >.<
Oh man, how to sleep like tt..

Inky's room's as good as not being repainted, lol.
I guess it's just playing safe.
So not me though =P
Haha.
When I have my own house and stuff,
I'll make sure I'll have some crazy ideas at hand! ;D
Provided I don't change my current thinking!
Hopefully not.
It's more of a personality issue la.
Yay Vivian.

Oh btw,
Daphne is another Emily (Wow, I forgotten her name! =X)
Haha that's all.

Today is kinda embarrassing.
I mean. Today is the first time I really didn't have a single cent on me! >:(
I didn't wanted to eat but Lina lend me some cash and I got myself the usual mac breakfast.
Zzz today's briefing at freakin 9.30am.
Sucks.
Then brief abt all the iPhone stuff..
And whole day entertaining customers about iPhone blahblahblah..

Oh! I saw a really kawaii girl with her bro and mom and guess who she reminds me of,
DEBBIE PANG!! Hahahaha. Wow. I'm gonna tell Debbie man.
They're so alike in every way..

Okaey, I karn.. process anything now..
Hahaha the Haruhi is really nonsense la..
I watched some of the episodes in random nonsense also, so irritating lol.
Oh well, whatever.

Oyasumi!

Short nap

2009-12-07T20:04:00.003+08:00

Wow. I had a short nap in the empty room,
even without fan! I still manage to sleep with blanket on, lol.
I'm amazing isn't it =X
Then the best part is,
I even had a dream!
A strange one that is.

The only thing I can rmb is,
Having a veryy long time locking the damn door.
Haha.
Then for some reason,
I drove. I send somebody somewhere, I think =\
I can only rmb 3 girls wanting to hitch a ride -.-
I told them Idk how to drive they don't believe.
Then the nx moment some strange stuff happened
then I woke up already =\

No dinner for me,
I gotta go grab it myself. ..
Aunt said cuz I was slpin then she forget
to buy for me. Bought for Timo.
:]

Urgh. 2ml gotta wake up like so freakin early again!! >:(
9:30am must reach eh!! Tsk.
I wonder who Daphne is..
Rui Jie, Armie and me. Why only 4 of us?!
Sucks loh, always good thing dun have for me.
All the wake up early for no reason I kana only.

Haha I just applied for some clinic photographer asst.
Thanks to somebody who wanna get 5% agent fee somemore -.-

Some reason, I just hope December will end soon.

Paint day

2009-12-07T15:40:00.001+08:00

*Yawn* I hate it.
I don't understand why always when I'm awake not many people will really call.
When I really need the sleep then 1001 people will just call for no reason >:(
Let's see.. I don't even rmb who called for wad now -.-
Haha whatever.

Sucks la, can't cook the rice >.<
I don't like eating cold rice..
Oh well, better than no rice.
Joan says to cash in today but,
til now still no news of it..
I wonder if she really did =(
I'm only left with 2 days worth of $$ >.<

Yay! I can finally finished K-On today! =D
Although waking up at 3plus kinda means 1/2 my day gone..
The painters are painting the rooms now,
kinda messy around the house..
Joe's bed in the living room, inky sitting on it watching soccer..
Haha. It's one of those times..

Oh! Maybe I can sell my spare phones!
I still have my K800i and Cookie.

I feel like eating tidbits suddenly..
Maybe I shld get some later..

Ow.. Tummyache.. tsk.
If only Celery Leaf (Name of the paint) was chosen..
Okaey la.. Cool Lime.. bleahs..

Haha oh ya!
I remembered 1/2 things I wanted to add on..
Ytd got this really really cute lil girl who came into the shop
with her mom and aunt,
then the customer says she lost her phone (I think she bought it only last week!)
So suays. Then requested for a new sim.
Haha then while I was serving another customer,
she came to hug my leg! Kawaii!!
Hahaha. But too bad I was holding the file..
When I put it back her granny carry her already =(
I should just drop the file and carry her! Heh.
So cute la.. Aww..

Oh and ya, I forgotten the other stuff already.
So.. bye. KeiOn time!

Unrested rest day.

2009-12-07T03:44:00.002+08:00

I really wanna say yay, but I don't think it would be it.
Even though 2ml's my off day,
I don't think I can really rest properly 2nite.
We were all moving furniture and stuff just now and
now idk where to really slp..
Joe's inside the room, maybe I'll go in too.
but cfm wake up damn early in the morning! =(
Makes me sad immediately >.<

Haha yay~!
Cuz I'm only left with 2 eps of K-On and I'm done with this! ^^
It's a really sweet anime really.
I kinda.. okaey, I rlly envy the kinda friendship girls have,
or maybe only in tt anime.
That's the kinda friendship I've always wanted!
Haha, but blah. Dun happen to me, never will.
Cuz i'm wayy past that stage.. Haiz..
Now I'm really really tired!!

Work today is.. okaey.
3rd day and feeling tired.
Woke up at 7, went to church.
Left immed after service, sorry guys..
can't be with guys this month =(
Really sorry! My bad..
I prolly shouldn't have taken up this job after all..
Most imptly I can't be there to help out for Youth Alpha,
go for the camp, and first time I can't celebrate Christmas with you guys!
All the more I gotta reject Desmond for the Samaritan role..
I really wanna take the the role! Haiz.
It's a choice terribly made this season..
And also, I guess nobody really like me at work right?
I must be always saying the wrong stuff to the customers or
staffs. Boss must at least be scared I say the wrong things to customers also..
or even worse, hates me!! Hopefully not la.. I dun think he'll recommend me for the job at all. :(
Haiz.. I shld just stop talking about this la..
It just make things worse..

I'm sorry. I didn't meant to..
but.. that's what you asked for isn't it..
Why..? Argh.
It's making me even more weird than I already am.

Hope Joan rlly cash in my cheque 2ml la! I'm super broke already..
Left with.. $20+ Haha but I still can get them sweets and coffee XD

Sleep well, rest well.
Gambatte!

K-On

2009-12-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

Yay~!
I've decided.
That since I went to AFA'09 and even bought a I <3 anisong tee-shirt,
I should at least start watching some animes ^^
Haha.

My first pick is,
K-On!

Haha Yui is super cute la,
I mean.. she's like so unbelievable and
her younger sis is like so incredible.
You can't help but burst out laughing when
one is watching K-On :]
There's this sweet sisterly bond in the show too,
bleahs. So nice.. Haiz..

Oh yeah,
We're already in December..
Just a couple of weeks more and this temp job is gonna end.
Heh, I know. Now there's still quite some time,
but I can't help to feel that it's rlly gonna be very short.

If there's a girl like Mio, I'd sure melt sia, though she's kinda too quiet..
Mugi is super sweet looking ^^
Although I dun rlly like Ritsu's looks but
she's the sunshine in the group ;)
Haha all of them are so different and so lovable.
I wonder why are the girls in real life are like the total opposite =X

I guess.. I am kinda like Vivian now..
Though it's not totally the same,
but I guess kinda similar la. Haiz.

Hm? What wrong?
I didn't do anything wrong lohz.
You're the one who's like this first kaey! >:(
Then.. I guess.. this is what you want, right?
Any case, it's a good thing isn't it.

Haiz.
Oh.

I have no idea why,
but one fine day (acty is just ytd or the day before ytd),
Already Gone played out of nowhere in my phone and iLyrics was on.
I dun even know I have this song inside my phone can! Lol.
but the point is, it matters now.
I just can't help but say that it's exactly the way it is now.

Anyways I'm really really tired now.
Work is getting more n more tiring.
I'm glad that I can rest for one day after 2ml man..
I guess I really am.. falling ill..
I shall sleep after this episode..
Tomorrow gotta wake up at 7, or even earlier..
Zzz.

Frankly speaking,
I know it's not sth I'd do,
but that's the way you want it isn't it?
Aiya idk la. Even though I need your help.
!@#$%^&* it's so messy now.
I wanna know what I'm thinking too,
but kinda pointless now I'm just so.. =\
Argh.

Good nights,
sleep well...

Misunderstood

2009-12-04T02:43:00.001+08:00

Should I? Could I?

You cried, I died.
You cried. I tried.
damn, misunderstood
Intentions good.

What can be worse,
then to bleed and being misunderstood.

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time.

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

Goodbye, Cheryl. Take care in Bei Jing [American tone intended].
Goodbye, Ying2. Though you'll be back so soon =P
Goodbye, my lover,
Goodbye, my friend.
Goodbye, Jenny.

It's on random, usual. My player.
Well of course some stuff are not random ;P
Haha. There's a similarity only I can see, simply amusing.

Oh! Mei Ling, my shops asst manager. Likes stitch a lot!
Haha. So she happened to have a lil scrump with stitch tgt! ^^

Guess that times like these remind me
That I've got to keep my feet on the ground

Wake up early
Round 7:30

It's just another random day, random night.
Like what Barry had told me.

Oh, yay.
Haha.
Today I talked to a lil more peeps after class :]
So cool. One of them's a cosplayer.
She asked if I'm a cosplayer and if I went to AFA.
Haha dumb me, I asked how you know?!
Then I realized I was wearing I <3 anisong.
-.-

Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And rope me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

Haha. My most used song.

Dead tomorrow. It's 3.
Oh. And I finally finished MIT!
The game has only begun! Woot!
So looking forward to the next one ^^

End of the year

2009-12-03T01:08:00.002+08:00

Welcome to the end of the.. year, of 2009.

This is the monsoon season, in Singapore.
And in Tanna.

Idk how come my hands are suffering from .5 degree burn feeling now man.
I mean I dun think I got burn by anything ,right? =\
This is just weird la. Like mysterious cuts.

I wonder what's worse.
Many concerned friends trying to help, self don't feel any better
or
Not having anybody to be able to tell anything to.

Yeah. It's just difficult la, I should have known since then.
but it's just.. ain't easy, at all.

Where can I run to? Who can I turn to?
No one but Him. I guess.. That's what He's been trying to do.
He always does, but most of the time I just don't wanna run that direction.
I'm always running from Him.
I wonder why.

Heroes is back to normal, not as sucky as the first few eps.
Yay.
Haha this ep is kinda interesting. To literally see them fight, with bare fists lol.
Ah, Samuel. You !@#$%^&*.

Too bad, I karn finish up my MIT. It's just 1.5hrs more then I complete the whole show alr! Yay! Then can get onto the anime season.

I wonder where are my black slippers.

*Yawn* Training tomorrow at the defiled place again.
Thank God I think 2ml's the last time I have to wake up so early to go there.

Heh, I'm so thankful that a lil $ pushed in to save my dying ass.
Saving $ for food is just so difficult man!
WHERE'S MY PAYCHECK?!?! They really.. always take so freaking long to process the cheques one leh!

Wanted to lend ying my camera but she scared she destroy it or lose it lol.
Oh well.

I can prolly get my lenses 2ml or what, after class.

I miss you,
Haiz.

You deserve better!

2009-12-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

Haha I decided to use M1 stuff for my title today.

You deserve better!
Yeah!

Many times I really do feel this way.
I mean.. It's not like I did wrong or anything.
Sometimes, no. Many times, I'm just 'suay' la, all my life it's been like that.
Yeah I know, it's kinda sad but it's just.. part of my life which I accepted long ago.
Barry once acknowledged and said he's like me, cuz he laughed at me during sec skool.
Stupid but he thought so.
Then sometimes even though I did a great job, some people recognized them,
some impt ppl don't. Zzz.
Okaey la, when some people sees it,
but also.. I mean I do not for them to see or what also la.
Haha but people like to get acknowledged at least, right?

Kinda disappointed and rejected.
Yeah,
I mean it's nothing much what. I just don't get it.
Oh well, I decided not to.
It's just.. getting pointless.
If the other hand refuses to clap, forget it la.
I'm not even.. nvm.
Whatever la.

Seriously. It just makes you wonder why do I even bother, I know.
Haha. but I'm just like that la. Damn sucks I know too.
I just.. break them hearts who care for me and stuff like that
then I go and do stupid things like running myself to a wall or sth.
Blah, whatever.
It's just.. sometimes.. okaey fine, many times..
I'm just crossing the wrong path and I refuses to cross the path that wants me to cross.
I don't have to worry, I know. but the feeling stings. Stinks too.

Haha wow. Nice.
Where are you, the one whose built to last? :]

Hmm. I've only worked a around a week and some stuff I just realized and have been told.
1. I think my boss doesn't like me.
2. I think customers <3 me.
Simply said.
I just dun understand why is this happening..
Is this actually good?
Or is the other way better? lol

Haha Jenny, I can relate to this.

Yeah. I know it's cuz I'm really all out to help them, even though I get no freakin commission and all lol. It's just me to be doing this. I just.. enjoy doing this la..
I like.. talking and meeting new people.
I like.. helping them out in whatever ways I can.
I like learning more to be able to help them even more.
Then best of all, I love it when I see their smiley faces especially when
they get their phones and thank me over and over again ^^
Heh. Cuz they know I'm really.. true.. to serve them! =D
I'm sure I'm part of their lives as much as they are in mine :]

Then comes my boss, who I think he thinks of me as a hazard, etc.

Haiz. It's always like that one lohz.
Like last time. 3/7 days I late right, Joan was there. the 4/7 days I freakin early she never came lol.
God please save me from this life! Or.. yeah.. I know..
learning some stuff.. I did. I always do.
So even though I cry out loud, I know what was it for after all it happened
and also when it happens la.

Boss likes her la. I know. So obvious.
Bleahs.

Boss reminds me of the boss of S Power House.
Face and pattern kinda similar.. I wonder if they're brothers.

Eee the Fei Fei's wanton mee not really that good la.
Jia Xiang Mian is so much better! Though is freaking $6+
I saw Rob's but I didn't pay him a visit. Paiseh la, never dine there.
Then sucks, cuz of Bryan we didn't had L4D2 even there was 4 of us, just nice.
We were just across the streets from the dome place Team Spirit was there last night ^^ Dark Carnival is sick. Sweet scenario. The roller coaster damn cool. Haha there was bumper cars too! Whee! I missed bumper car rides!! XD

You're just, everywhere. =(
There's just.. nobody, why?

Tonight I really deserve a super relaxing night all by myself.
I shall just complete MIT then have a tight sleep til it's time to send her off.
Ah, another one. Heh, then shall just slack at Popeye's watching Popeye! Hopefully.
But seems like many of my hopefully doesn't seem to be working recently =(
I really feel like weeping sia. Col man.

Tidbits Day!

2009-12-01T00:30:00.001+08:00

Today is known as Tidbits Day! Yay!
Okaey, only for me. =X

Haha today was a pretty awesome day.
Though the interview was kinda a waste of time.
I dun think I wanna do if it's really so little lehz..

After that I went to ABC!! to get some tidbits.
Haha yeah, usually I'm really not the tidbits person at home.
but somehow recently, the frequency of me wanting to get them increased.
I got myself a pack of Twisties (Tomato), Yanyan (choco), Hello Panda (choco), Ritz Crackers and Lays Stax (Sour Cream & Onion), 2 bottles of Qoo bottles (never seen them before, lol.). All at the amazing price of $8.55!! XD
Reason I don't get them is cuz I think it's a waste of money cuz I dun rlly eat them =X

Rushed off to the airport and there, just nice. Cheryl is going in alr.
There was a point I knew a should have hugged her but I thought it should be done when she is entering the gate! Bleahs. Fail. Oh well, we'll see her soon, right? :]
Departure does make one wonder. We don't really talk, but she's always trying her best to make it for activities and stuff like that despite her busy schedule and her super needed rest. I really do appreciate tis sis and hope we'll all grow closer tgt! =D

After that we had the super yummy Popeye's! (For my BREAKFAST/LUNCH/AKA BRUNCH. Ying2 too) !@#$%^& Joel told the older adults is I want to eat de -.- Eunice also want loh! Just that she went to the washroom zzz.
Haha then there we were, so fascinated by Popeye Cartoon and all of us laughing away.
I keep giving comments like how impossible it is lol.
Then Joel was like cuz of these elements of surprise that amuse us.
So true huh.
Haha spinach does wonder =P
Then we wonder why Popeye's don't serve spinach =X

Eunice was saying she see my Hero then see my DSLR,
then I say you didn't see my bank account only left $40 =X
She say that one she dun wanna know lol.
ARGH!! I'M BROKE!! >.< Boss faster cash-in please!!

I needa get my new boxes of lenses!! It's been excessively overused!

After that Team Spirit went to Orchard Ion cuz that 2 suagus never been there before.
Stupid BK's Apple docking thingy not working. See, Apple product =X
Gavin bought the popcorn but eee green tea. Haha I wanna get but too many flavor so save the trouble =X
Then we went to have a game of L4D2@sthdome. Gavin said DOOM.
Wahh.. I think it's one of the best LAN experience.
Hahaha we spent 2hours there trying to complete one whole Scenario!
In the end outta time we just didn't manage to complete the last chapter!! GAHH!!
Died so many times, didn't complete! They la!! Everyman for himself status.
I saved their ass dunno how many times lohz.

Went back around 10plus and here I am!
Having the monsoon season of my life.
Shower, shower.
Everyday is rainy day.

Haiz, again. Even though I'm doing closing tomorrow,
Lina sent me the text to report at 855 =\
Asked her then never reply. Great. Better not ask me go home!!

Okiez. 1ep MIT a day, keeps me in bed til I awake.
There was once I felt like 747, when he was rejected.
Haha just that I can't eat that many bowls of noodles.
Many times I felt like 007, so handicapped.
Then sometimes like TMX, and at times 187.
Haiz. MLS.

I am Crazy.

2009-11-30T01:43:00.003+08:00

I guess I really am crazy sometimes, or some say always.

I just finished watching ep10, though __ blank blank.

Somehow.. how she felt and how he felt is how I was feeling at that time.

Yeah, I started emo-ing after watching Fireproof.
Wow, it's a must-watch & must-cry movie man! Sweet.
Super touching la the show.. And it's really true..
I do wonder..

Then I felt really terrible.
Yeah.. boss likes u..
he scared I say the wrong thing again.
then what can I say? what can I do?
but feel shitty?
My Christmas is burnt but yet I still tried to make u feel better.
For the freakin first time I cannot celebrate Christmas with them.
I wonder how shitty can it be. It doesnt make sense la, but oh well.

Then there's add-on, as usual.
I just dunno what to do anymore..
Who can I tell? What am I gonna do?

My head was congested.
I had a freaking headache again.

I hope someone would care,
yet at the same time not care.

"Boston"

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

Thanks Andrea, for this beautiful song.
I've been listening since then.

Cry-Day.

2009-11-29T23:02:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Lil Couz :]
Today indeed is quite a teary day,
for you and for myself.

The day started with a weeping session,
and ended with another one. :]

As usual, my thoughts and feelings are somewhere out there,
trying to find their way back.
Come on guys, time to go home now..

Slpt at 3plus last night, well.. Although I shouldn't have,
it's always sth I couldn't get hold onto.
Sorry, I wanted to help do the form.. but since it's not needed
then I just leave as it is. Though I'd prefer it to look better =P
Haha sorry, I'm always like that. Pretty pretty stuff XD

Today there's a new cute lil girl and her name is Susie, Suzie, along tt line.
Haha she's kinda shy at first but she's alright after that.
I really hope I'll have a cute daughter man!
My lil princess, daddy's lil girl she will be. Silly me.
I just..
Well.. many things may have changed but this 'kids and chicks' thing still applies now especially the kids part.
They.. somehow just have the magical touch in me and will just put a smile on my face however horrible my day may be.
I really enjoy playing with them.. Like Elijah, I will be exhausted every time I play with him.. He's really smart and mischievous ;D
I'm always compelled to wanna protect them cute lil girls and give them a lil hug,
carry them here and then ^^
Cheryl, Sherly, Susie/Suzie. I hope they'll become beautiful princesses when they grow up :]

Okaey.. I just.. dunno what to.. feel again..
Haiz. ...
What should I do..? Really.

Put that incoming on hold first.

Went to Orchard Ion OCBC just now. Quick job.
I was early :] Then now I'm 'trained' in using Polaroid camera already lol.
Okaey la. No need to train de.. So freaking simple.. Snap and wait.

Why.. this is just.. tsk.

Haha then. Haiz. Sorry bloggie.
I'll blog later..
Mysterious Incredible Terminator time :]
I hope I won't, again. Aiya.. but what's wrong?
It's good to, right? ...

Back-stabbing dog day.

2009-11-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

Freak.

Today realized the shifts are being screwed.
Sorry guys. It's my fault.
I didn't check properly.

Haiz. Damn freaking sianzed after the more than 1hr 'lecture'
Idiotic guy. Freak lohz. Haiz.

Okaey okaey, since you so freakin gian bng rights,
give you. Enjoy ur cheapskate vouchers.

Anyways I've got nth to lose wad. I mean I freakin have no freakin commission or anything -.-

Aiya idk i'm just freakin dumb or what, but I'm really for the customer's interest,
customer's heart, concerns.
I just want to give the best for them what.
To me is what's wrong with telling them the truth?
My own opinion.
Fine la, I'll just keep it down now kaeys.
He freakin buay song then I kana.
Customers nv even complain u complain wad ..

Seriously I think customers like me more than what lohz.
I think I really help them to my best abilities can.
Damn it. This is my life.
Finee, once again. I'll just do whatever la.

The whole day was okaey one lohz,
the lawyer customer was so happy I served him can.
Haha he asked if anyone told me I look like Cao Ge XD
Oo. He's the 3rd.
First time I ever heard that was.. aiya nvm :]
haiz.

So freaking drained off today.
I dun mind, really. Even though I'm tired and all,
it's not a big deal lohz.
Like I said, the oni thing is that damned promoter.
Soab.

Kaey la.. I'll go bath and celebrate for lil couz his 21st already ^^
Heh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL COUZ!! Heh heh heh.
Enjoy your special day man!

2009-11-27T02:27:00.002+08:00

Lol, it's just.. blank. Untitled.
I guess I'm too tired.

Today.. was pretty okaey,
except not having a 'proper' jeans to wear to work
and making boss angry =X
Haha then Gk also add onto the fire,
all of them were O.O||| all the way.

Yay, get to promote my Hero to a couple of people today!
And obviously is no kidding shyt that Hero is indeed a superior phone!>;)
For the empire!

Wow. Talk about coincidence..
It's been.. some time since we saw each other..
Haha, then even though 2ml can't join them for dinner..
I guess at least I've been seeing her unintentionally for 2 straight days!
I guess it's arranged by Big Guy so that I won't have regrets of not being able to talk to her ba.. Whee! Yeah, though we don't really talk much,

Oh, an unexpected call received during work today.
Well, was wayy more excited at the time as compared to realizing that it's most prolly 3rd party co. that I will be working for.
So.. I'll apply again soon :] Monday!
Hope tara's info's correct ;D

Hey.. enjoy yourself there! Have fun! ^^ Heh.

Kinda wasted, no commission one lohz.
Then.. !@#$%^&* must throw rubbish, the freakin dump area is rlly, !!!!!

Muahahaha. This is first time in history I bought a superr cheapp jeans which I never thought I'd wear. Florella?! WTH BRAND?! -.- SIZE 32?!?!
Seriously s32 sia! (Haha 32 in another meaning! Yay!)

Hmm okiez, gotta wake up a lil earlier 2ml. *Yawn*
Hari Raya Haji friends!

Gui gui ftw! ^^

Oh, seriously broke. Have no idea when $$'s coming in =(
QUICK SAVE MEEEE!!

MP03

2009-11-26T02:46:00.002+08:00

Haha oh. I dun understand what's with my stuff gg missing man..
First it was my Gatsby facial, then was my Loreal moisturizer.
Today its my Moving Rubber! Kaoz! All is new de eh! Tsk.
I wonder if the wax is taken by Sy. Jie said he came over..
Use my lappy still wanna kapok my wax! Tsk!
MP03

Under the Sun

2009-11-26T02:27:00.000+08:00

Hey yay!
Tanna had a pretty great day today :] Heh.

Although I was nearly late, or was acty late, idk.
Guan Kiat said I didn't ;D
The day was pretty smooth, for today. lol.
We listened to boss talk for more than an hr =X
Then okaey, I'm not supposed to wear my torn jeans, great.
Acty i've got 2 torn jeans, no.. 3 =\
Then how? Idk where I'm gonna find a non-torn jeans, aka normal looking jeans.
Shit.
How?
Haha but I'm glad my shoes passed the QC.
Hair was okaey too ^^

Served my first customer today and yay, didn't had much trouble today.
Though there's one customer who looked pretty fierce but managed to make him smile and leave the shop :] I served his friend acty.
Then freak, got one quite rude customer zzz, like what? I dun owe you money what -.-
Haha.

Hmm.. Although 2ml I can't attend my 2nd class, I'm still glad I can pretty much attend the rest of my classes ^^ Yay! One minus for the day, that's all.

Then heh heh heh.
Thanks meanie! Okaey, Kind hearted meanie ^^
It's really important to me.
Morning I can go church,
Afternoon I can go for the shoot [Pierre!!] I'll show you, it's not excuse la!!
Evening I can go for lil couz's 21st!! Heh.
Though Gk won't rlly get to go on the 5th, wedding dinner.

The dai-tou for the day's pretty nice too.
Had a good chat with her :]
Haha.. some similar situation..
I'll ask her when I have the chance! XD

Oh. I'm gonna be so dead 2ml, seriously.
9.30am must reach!! Shit.. or 9am arh? Tian arh!!
How can I forget..? =\
Kaey la.. I'll try to reach at 9am. If I'm early then I shall have breakfast =\
TSK. So not convincing.

Oh yay! I saw Cheryl on the bus!! Wheww.
Haha talk about coincidence. I'll most prob take the train nx time, unless I'm in the mood for long bus rides, which happens ^^
Gotta love'em.

Okaeys. I'm at ep7 now, pretty nice.
Gui gui can really make me smileee =D

Oxidized Moronically Guy

2009-11-25T02:21:00.002+08:00

How can you break something that's already been broken?
Well, acty you can.

How can you face something that has no face? [Faceless].

Haha and this,
How can you kill someone who has no-life?

Sometimes I wonder,
if ever having something and losing it, is better?
Or simply not having it at all.
Even til today I still wonder,
and I can only continue to ponder about it.

I'm okaey that there's some things which I'll never have,
cuz it's over. And not like I could have done anything to make it right at all.
I guess I didn't have a choice to choose then,
it was something I don't have control over.
Well.. I guess it's better than losing it, right?

Sometimes people act like they're freaking weird and all over some reasons.
Sometimes people are simply weird over certain things.
Sometimes people are just weird, like me.

Domo-suminasai. ;D

Heroes S4V5Ep10 Thanksgiving.

2009-11-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

*** HEROES S4V5Ep10 THANKSGIVING SPOILERS ***

Well. Here we go again. Nice fresh air of Heroes once again :]
This time they got it the highest rating, 9/10. Wow.
Yeah I can agree to that, though it's kinda jumpy.
It's not really focused on any.. of them but it's just as breathtaking as ever.
Good job!
Haha what a dark thanksgiving this is.
Pete, 'Nathan', Mama Petrelli household having thanksgiving.
Freakin hell Sylar/Nathan fight then lead to 'Nathan' flying off again.
Pete catching from behind, hopefully retaining all of 'Nathan's' powers.

Bennett household got a kinda joke situation.
Doug is really a dog. Fainted. Hahahaha.
"Is this normal?" - Claire. Sth along that line.

Carnie and travellers got a.. Shaky situation.
With Hiro still wanting to save Charlie,
though being wipe out his memories again =(
Is he a child once again? Zzz.

Haha I wonder how's Mohinder, at the institute.

Claire decides to look at her other option, which hopefully won't get tricked by the Butterfly man. haha.

It's a dark thanksgiving episode alright.

*** END OF SPOILERS ***

Now. It's time for me to have my personal thanksgiving :]

Haha well. I'm thankful for.. today.
Even though it's not the best day ever, but.. I'm still thankful for today!
Though waking up at 6am isn't ideal, but well..
I'm glad I had a smooth train experience, and being supposedly early
but in the end late -.- Thanks arh, meanie.
Then.. I'm thankful that I'm gonna work for the Orange! M1! Whee!
Heh, hope I'm gonna have a good time there, hopefully!
Even though she's so freaking mean to me the whole day,
I'm thankful that.. I don't have to be alone :]
Yeah I know I can prolly make friends but.. I'm not a day 1 friend maker if you know what I mean =X
Then even though I think I'm freakin gonna really promote for the *haiz..* iPhone,
and I'm gonna be so familiar with it,
I'm glad I can really tell the difference btwn my phone and iPhone.
And well.. it's gonna be hella a overrated popular phone.
Okaey fine, it's not that overrated. It's really a Wii-like phone. Good for the mass, not for the hardcore I guess.
Hero's like a PS3 imo. That's how I see them, now.
Wii is so freakin popular cuz it's cheap and it's made for the casual gamers,
just like phone users. iPhone for the mass.

Thank God I've not gone crazy, even though many crazy thoughts still running as usual ;D
Haha I know someday.. I'm just gonna randomly do some random crazy stuff..
Just got this feeling.. I nearly did just now! Phew. I'm still wondering =\

Yeah.. I know.. but it's just.. haiz..
I'm sorry. It's just not easy..
but I guess this is the best.. or so I've chosen.
There are many battles waging from within,
every now and then. So far, it's still one side that's winning.
I need.. to talk..
Since so long ago..
Lord please help, send help.

Okaey. I'm just gonna publish this at one of my favorite time, :]
Whee! It's another day, Tanna.
Tomorrow is here, carve it well!

AFA '09

2009-11-23T14:52:00.002+08:00

Yay I'm back from AFA '09 ^^
Haha it was an awesome event.
Filled with crazy people with crazy costumes.
Booths filled with many sick toys and tee shirts.

Well of course there's us, at the AFA '09 constantly looking all over the place
for different characters and our own people, lol.
It was rlly ppl mountain ppl sea, although IT fair is wayy crowded.
So throughout the day I keep looking at freaks and weirdos wearing their costumes,
having fun and pictures of them are taken like nobody's business.

Argh. I'd say that 90% of them cosplayers belong to the FAIL section lol.
Especially the fat Sephiroth and Cid. Cid wasn't as bad as Sephiroth though.
Haha then there's aunty Yuna =X Like come on.. why you people.. hahahaha.
I know i'm kinda mean but seriously.. they're rlly cmi la.
I'm not against fat people or anything, but hey! These characters aren't supposed to be bloated! =\
If you know you're not even near the size of the character, please please please do us onlookers a favor and do sth that's nearer to where you are.
You can't ask a skinny girl to act as Hellboy can you? Ya you can, you'll most prolly get a sexy hellgirl la, but you get what I mean, right? lol.
There are a couple of decent ones though.
Like the nurse, the girl who was in the same lift with us. I like the orange girl more than the other one though barry like the other girl.
I guess I really prefer the petite ones :]
Then the best one is actually something that doesnt look like any anime.
Haha I believe she's not local either. She's super polite though :]
<3 Haha damn, if only they can take better pictures for me.. Ahh didn't go with Boby!
Then there's Gundam, the highlight for the day. Everyone was following him everywhere he go lol. I had difficulty taking his pictures cuz he keep back-facing me -.- tsk. I 'drill' my way to the 'front' then he turn around everytime.. grahh!!

Inside the hall was a pretty decent set-up, done by iPromo :]
Haha. The size was okaey, wasn't too small. I think it's much bigger than Kittylab =X
There are a lot of stalls selling all sorts of nonsense and it's a kids and otaku's paradise. Haha there are a lot of sweet stuff which I won't get to see it any other days. Displays of many anime characters and huge gundam models.
I got myself a domo tee and a I <3 anisong tee which is the event tee. Actually I'd prefer the AFA09 tee but it was sold out =.=' Sucks. Oh well.
Haha I also bought a AFA lanyard.
I wanted to get the cute chocobo but they say it's just not worth it >.< bleahs.
Then when I wanted to get the Monster Hunter tee they're already packing up and blah.

Haiz. If only my camera battery charger didn't went missing..
And also if only I've uploaded the past pictures.. My memory card went haywire that day and it limited my space to only 2gb zzz. I format it last night and it's back to 3k pics zzz. Thx to jcr :]
Haha then it's raining outside and I guess I'll just have to get my stuff tomorrow or later this evening.

I would surely go to next year's AFA if I have nothing on man. I'd just go on two days ;D and hopefully by then I have my new camera to go with =D

Saturday

2009-11-22T02:03:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Today is a Saturday :]
Lol.
Ahh.. must be the chips..
T.G.I Friday's chips is highly MSG-ed and
though it's not really that yummy to me,
but it's kinda addictive. Due to the MSG of course :]

Today is.. kinda a lazy day and lil disappointing too lol.
Went to Youth Alpha and it went pretty well I guess.
Haha David very cute. He thinks of the not impt stuff and always point out the not so relevant points.
Vincent is kinda like the quiet time where he just don't know what to answer.
Needs time I guess.
Then Jame(s) as usual, just need the smack on his back =P
Haha but he's giving input la, which is good :]
Then I'm just.. not there.. cuz I gotta run off to work next week, sorz aL.
Terence is just funny. Nuff said lol.
Alvin is learning and I hope it'd be a good platform for him to grow and become a better leader :]

Haha then we had dinner, though I really wanted to go grab the charger alone but, aiya nvm. Haiz. There's some stuff I'd wanna say but, I guess I'll just pass.

Oh, I saw yoshi. Haha. He's in Funan now with.. the other handyman guy..
I like his hair la, always so straight and looks good.

Haha sth weird happened (as usual).
Idk for wad reason she gave me .__.
Oh well. Whatever. works.

I really hope my batt's gonna last for 2ml man. ARgh!!
Wheeeee~!! Kids and chicks!! XD

Twilight.

2009-11-20T03:43:00.001+08:00

Haha. Yeah, I know, I know. I'm slow.
Well.. it was inside my hdd for some time but just didn't have the urge to watch it at all but well, I thought it'd be a good idea to always watch movies that many people talk about, being the 'people person'.

Well.. I gotta say.. Twilight is simply overrated and.. it kinda suck actually.
No, I mean.. the story is okaey, but I kinda hate the way they change some stuff.
I mean yeah.. the speed and strength is understandable.. but.. what? They become super monkeys or what? What happened to flying? =\ and what? They.. sparkle? Goodness. They're supposed to FEAR the sun, not.. sparkle like a.. diamond, right? -.-
Haha. Other than these, both the main casts are not.. that great, are they?
Hahaha seriously, I still think he looks like he's gonna like kidnap children and stuff =X
And actually.. the story isn't all that interesting also la. Esp for a Vampire movie..
Underworld somehow feels better.. with the weakness, strengths and class of them Vampires.
Aiya, whatever. It doesn't suck THAT much, but it's overrated. Wayyy overrated.
Well.. I MAY watch New Moon but, not really looking forward to it :]
Haha sorry Twilight fans, imo they should just do some love story.. without screwing around with the Vampire stuff..

Tata. I hope no work 2ml, cuz it's alr nearing 4 la.
That siurong nv even reply zzz.
Oh, class was okaey today :] just that.. haiz..
And of course some other stuff today..
Nights.

Viva La Vida and other song lyrics.

2009-11-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

Viva La Vida

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

Someone like you

I'm wearin' thin,
I couldn't tell you,
The city I'm in,
The streets and the buildings,
The places I've been,
Or where the star's goin',
It's daylight again,
Or where the time went.

Oh. who can save me now?

My life in the rear view,
I'm running from Jesus,
Don't know where I'm goin' to.
Got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons,
Been lookin' for someone like you,
I've been lookin for someone like you.

So, sing me a song,
I know all the words to,
And I'll sing along,
Could you be my savior?

Been out here too long,
And I've just been lookin' for somewhere to belong
They'll be holdin on

So, can you save me now?

My life in the rear view,
I'm running from Jesus,
Don't know where I'm goin' to.
Got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons,
Been lookin' for someone like you,
I've been lookin for someone like you.

When the stars explode,
And I'm all alone,
When they start to see the smoke,
When I'm finally burnin' out,
I'll need someone to carry me home safe and sound.

My life in the rear view,
I'm running from Jesus,
Don't know where I'm goin' to.
But I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons,
Been lookin' for someone like you,

My life in the rear view,
I'm running from Jesus,
Don't know where I'm goin' to.
Got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons,
Been lookin' for someone like you,
I've been lookin for someone like you,
I've been lookin for someone like you.

Bodies

God gave me the sunshine,
Then showed me my lifeline
I was told it was all mine,
Then I got laid on a lay line
What a day, what a day,
And your Jesus really died for me
Then Jesus really tried for me

UK and entropy,
I feel like it's screwing me
Wanna feed off the energy,
Love living like a deity
What a day, one day,
And your Jesus really died for me
I guess Jesus really tried for me

Bodies in the Body tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
And that's the way it's gonna be

All we've ever wanted
Is to look good naked
Hope that someone can take it
God save me rejection
From my reflection,
I want perfection

Praying for the rapture,
'Cause it's stranger getting stranger
And everything's contagious
It's the modern middle ages
All day every day
And if Jesus really died for me
Then Jesus really tried for me

Bodies in the Body tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
And that's the way it's gonna be

All we've ever wanted
Is to look good naked
Hope that someone can take it
God save me rejection
From my reflection,
I want perfection

Bodies in the Body tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
Bodies in the body tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
And that's the way it's gonna be

All we've ever wanted
Is to look good naked
Hope that someone can take it
So God save me rejection
From my reflection,
I want perfection

Jesus didn't die for you, what do you want?
(I want perfection)
Jesus didn't die for you, what are you on?
Oh Lord
(Jesus really died for you) Ohh
(Jesus really died for you)
(Jesus really died for you) Ohh

These are some of the secular songs I came across with Christianity in them.
Bodies is kinda ambiguous so yeah.

I am become death

2009-11-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

I am become death.
I come as the wind, go as the storm.
I fly above the skies, drown in the deepest of oceans.
I shine brighter than you can imagine,
I become dim as the dead of night.
What am I? To become who I am today?

Today I stand in the swirl in the twirl in the whirl.
Higgledy Piggledy.
It's somewhere, in my head.

Antipode.
I don't know myself anymore.

I am Sylar.

2009-11-19T02:43:00.003+08:00

There's a reason this post is named after one of Heroes episode :]
I am Sylar.

Cuz right now, I freakin feel like it now.
I kinda felt like this at this freakin moment.
I just.. can't explain. I wish I could, but no, I couldn't.
It pains me to see myself stuck somewhere.
Like.. how Matt sees Sylar doing shyt with his body. Somehow.

Anyways, today's been great :]
Work as a runner today for Siurong and,
thanks to Chek, my job was a breeze. Really.
I owe him one.
Then I took my own sweet time and got myself a new battery :]
Whee! Redemption is here, Hero! ^^
Haha. Then I bumped into Terence, wow. He blessed me with a drink.
I went to Jaben's and got myself a sweet, Hippo VB.
It's really cool, cuz u can change plates which, changes the sound.
So yeah, I kinda spent a bomb today and I feel like I'm freaking broke.
Hope the kachings will come in real quick next week.
Not to mention the fees I just paid.
Wheeeee~!! Sth I've been looking fwd to!!
Heh. Finally, my first time learning.
Too bad, dude you're late.

I was stuck in Tampines for some time,
and it kinda suck. Cuz my new shoes kinda got lil wet =(
Then I was glad I put 2 eps of drama inside my phone and
though I only watched like a lil, but it was good enough.

Oh, idk what's gg on 2ml? You wouldn't say it. Oh well.
I'm gg to make some freakin trees at the super warm place 2ml.

Hmm, I hope I can get some nice pics at AFA too! ^^

Erm. All I can say is, Kitty Lab is a waste of money.
That's what yx says. Haha. Haiz. Forget it.

Hero saved my day just now!
I checked for 45 and it was the last bus and it says arriving,
then I freakin ran outta the station without the underpass.
I climbed over the fence ('shortcut') then freakin run and caught the already leaving bus. PHEW! Pant like shyt in the bus, haha.

I hope she'll enjoy the stuff I bought ^^
Yay. Baked potatoes! Heh =P
Though it'd be better if I had sour cream and onion to go with!
Oh. Dawn yeoh is so cute! Yeah, I kinda watched 1/2 ep of the penguin dad show.

And yeah, finally.. after so long..
with.. some..
I had durians with those crazy bitches haha.
I brought them to our usual Xia Mian stall and had our supper (my dinner) there.

Oh ya, I have no idea why I can't log into fb on my com -.-
Sucks.

I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
Should've known you'd bring me heartache.

Heroes S4V5Ep9 Brother's Keeper.

2009-11-19T02:36:00.002+08:00

*** SPOILERS FOR HEROES S4V5Ep9 BROTHER'S KEEPER ***

Okaey, this isn't exactly Season 4 Ep 10 but somehow it is :]
So yeah, anyways this ep is picking up and it's been good since the previous ep.
Wow. So.. maybe.. Sylar rlly was inside Matt's head? Though I still think it's himself.
Oh well.
But one thing.. Sylar.. doesn't really wanna become himself.. or so it seems..
He feels like.. he wanna continue being.. Nathan.. for some reason..
maybe it's cuz Nathan isn't a monster like Sylar. Ha.
Haha hmm. I never really like Tracy's part, just like Nikki's. but oh well.
Claire's like super hot in this ep and that's about it lol.
Oh yay. My fave Hiro is out to save ppl's ass again and this time, our one and only, Suresh. Which he put him inside the mental hospital lol. Funny.
Wow. I finally understand why the hell would Samuel keep wanting to recruit so many ppl with abilities. It amplifies his own freakin ability man.
If i'm Hiro I'd probably just get Matt to find where Charlie is, but hey.. this is Heroes lol.
This is a pretty good episode all in all.
Looking forward to next episode, thanksgiving :]
Oh, Peter/Nathan(Sylar) part is what I'm really looking forward to.

Snail

2009-11-18T01:40:00.000+08:00

Snail oh snail. Why oh why.

Today was a slow day.
Woke up in the noon,
went lunch with lil couz.
Had my fave formaggi,
yummy yummy and went back to office.
Haha, just to fill up the time sheet.
I was wowed.
Didn't know it was comparatively much
to what I thought it would be.
Yay. This would be my most received paycheck ^^
Yeah, I've always work so lil =\
Haiz.. I still owe.. nvm.. I really want to, but..

It's really making me gloomy recently,
Idk. It's just.. What can I do?
I really dunno.
Then I went to check but she's not there, blah.
I walked down to Rob's and man, it's a pretty awesome chill-out place.
I'm sure to bring some of u there :] Someday la.
I was kinda stuck there and just sat there and wait, worrying about her.
I really oughtta do sth about it and soon. This cannot go on for long man.
I charged a lil and decided to get outta the place.
Oh, the Slider's are great ;D GJ Rob.
Haha he still wants me to work there,
cuz I guess they're really shorthanded.
I only see one cook and one waitress. =\
So anyways I went home after that.

Nothing spectacular today, just a cold and dry day.
Haiz. Why must you haunt me with all these?
Even when I'm doing what I hate doing, you appeared.
This ain't easy, Tanna. It's never meant to be.
Haha time for some korean drama before bedtime.
Good nights.
I'm doing ocbc for siurong 2ml.
Hope I get my kachings real soon!
More stuff I wanna get ^^

Oh, recently keep hearing songs with Jesus in them
Though it's not totally positive, from the secular world.
Hmm, haha.
I'm just wondering,
Why are we the most talked about 'religion' in this world?
I feel good about it somehow,
cuz someone's trying real hard to stop us,
but he knows he've already lost.
Lost to Him, the One we serve.

My muscles are aching, due to the open class.
Haha I'll be so dead when I start my lessons man.
But yay~! I like new stuff! Haha and of course new people ;D
Oh kinda stunning cuz monday was still 20+ ppl,
then today I checked it was already full. Wow.
I hope he can get in la, oh well.

Sleep tights Tanna,
Though you don't exactly have much time to zzz.

Ink

2009-11-17T03:26:00.002+08:00

Ink

I just watched a film called 'Ink' and I think it's a really,
great movie.

I don't know but, if you're the type who don't really pay attention to the shows you watch (like many people I know who does tt zzz) then I think you'd better not watch it.

Lol, yeah. You know what I mean, right?

Anyways its a really.. different type of movie I'd say and it's really good.
While watching the movie you'd have thousands of questions inside your head
and you just wonder why.

It does explain at some point of the movie, but you may simply still wonder what the hell is going on in this movie.

To me, this movie is kinda like a.. reflection of our own lives and I think it have a super deep meaning to it, more than any film I've watched this year would have.

It's not a feel good or whatsoever movie and I don't think it's a blockbuster movie and neither it is an award winning artsy kinda movie.

It's a.. movie I think the writer would wanna put across,
about us, and our lives.

Oh, haha feels kinda Christian-like movie for some reason..
You'll get what I mean when you watch it.

I intend to watch another, but ah.. I guess not now.
Good nights, haha please, let the Storytellers visit me :]

Music and life

2009-11-16T15:56:00.003+08:00

I just listened to Robbie William's latest album,
Reality Killed The Video Star.
And one of the most popular song, Bodies,
is talking about himself and religion.
I searched and read up a lil and they were talking about him and the lyrics.
Haha wow. He sure know how to hit the headlines.
IMO, I think he's just confused. I think he used to believe in God and stuff like that,
but after many experiences and exposure causes him to doubt in the existence of God.

Well, it's so true.. We humans are commonly the 'frog in the well' and we just behave, interact and change according to our surroundings.
How we think, react and respond, are usually limited by the choice of actions and thoughts coming from ourselves.
But say, only if, we were given the vast choices in life and say we were given all opportunities in life to do whatever we want, not bounded and not limited by anything,
What will we actually become?
Will we be still the same? Or will we become somebody we don't even recognize ourselves? It makes one wonder.

Culture does have an impact in our lives, just how we respond to it, is what's important. Will we still be holding onto what we still believe?

Doubt, is of course natural. We're made to think, made to feel and made to see what's real and what's not. but of course, it's not that simple.
We humans tend to complicate things by nature even though we'd prefer to keep it simple and clean. Of course there's exception of people who like things complicated and messed up.

We were given free will, to choose. Though the world limits most of them, but God had given us the full blast of decisions and given us all that we could have.
We are still humans though.

Oh, ya. I wonder what's with Tray recently. His recent changes kinda make me wonder what happened to him. I think since young he always has an identity crisis, and still discovering things himself. I really hope he'll come to know the truth.

Yeah, recently few of us have been hanging and it's okaey.

I'm gg down for open class. Yay 4:10pm.

A fine time for a emo frenzy.

2009-11-15T21:03:00.002+08:00

I close my eyes,
nothing. Haha.
Blank screen, really.

Also cause I'm really tired.
Been staying up late and waking up early.
Though I can finally catch some zzz tonight.

Haiz.. No work from now til next next week.
$$$!! >.<
Oh well, haiz.

Today I felt like a living dead,
roaming the crazy streets of Orchard,
Unknowing of my surroundings.

I'm kinda glad that today is the last day,
cuz for 3 weeks I've been absent from somewhere,
and I know it's a good time to return, check things out.

Now I'm getting songs and listening to songs,
checking out different cool vids to put inside my Hero,
Just.. chilling.. For once :]

After watching a really cool dance vid,
I shazam the song and it was Almost Lover,
now it's like stuck inside my head. So emo.

I gotta get outta the house pretty soon,
Although I'd prefer staying indoors dry and warm,
I've already agreed to get smokey and stuffy.

I miss you, so much that it aches.
These words were meant unspoken,
And I'm supposed to be long gone.

It's stuck again, as usual.
Until the knot is untied,
then it will carry on.

Haha, I've got tix to AFA 09 ^^
Thanks, girl!
Haha hope it'd be fun!

Once again,
It's a quiet evening,
Until soon..

Mobile post 2

2009-11-15T02:33:00.002+08:00

Haha shyts. Didn't complete my post.
Anyways today was as usual.
I forgot to get my socks out and gotta like get it.
Wanted to go back and take but I think will be too late.
In the end went to beach rd and get the socks and grass jelly for some of us :]
Ahh. Forget it.

Celebrated ah mah's bdae,
Was kinda short like ended straight aft dinner
But we kinda extended a lil longer.
Haha and there I was, challenging 2 iPhones again.
Sucks, she rlly.. zzz. Msia!? Seriously!?
Lol.

Oh ya.. I did show her my status juz now :]
Otw there in the car I showed her and she took out her glasses and read. Then laughed. I also showed her Silvanus liked tis she was like but he's silas wad, Haha funny her.
:]

I'll find a solution real quick okaey?
I hope it'd be the best.

I'm relying on u more n more each day :]

Mobile post 2.

It's just one of those,

2009-11-15T02:22:00.002+08:00

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through,

How do I,

I'm trying to leave the ... . . ..

I'm gonna be fine
..right out of..

Don't waste your time on me,

Scattered shot.
In my head.

Haha no, I'm not emoing.

I'm going to the school.

Sweet dreams, sleep tights.
I hope I won't blank like today again.
:]

Blank

2009-11-14T03:26:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling really tired and blanked out now.

Well, still gotta wait for my hair to dry. Urgh.

Haha today was the slackest day I've ever had in this project, seriously.
And thank God, Joan was awfully nice to let me off today.
We were supposed to wear black for this thing but today I kinda screw up, like always.
Then I wear my black/green out and only realize I wore the wrong shyt only when I reached MS. lol.
I had another sucky hotcakes experience =(
Ah, they don't call it selling like coldcakes do they? Blah.
Haha but as usual, we talk shyt and laugh the whole day through.
Doing this thing is like the best time to build some closer friendships :]
Yeah, we're pretty much friends now, the 3 of us. After all the crap and shyt stuff we do and talk about. And I like it, cuz we can pretty much share about anything, I think.
Haha I hope she will never know about this, but I went for a longer break than usual.
I went to M1 to sign the stuff which I could have already done so the other time I went to -.- Oh well, on the bright side I get to see somebody who treats me like Sylar lol.
I went back and lao niang was nagging away blahblahblah lol.
Then she was like:"Hey where are you? You're gone like more than one hour already can?" Then I replied:" Erm, I'm like beside you la," Haha then she turn around and I was there.
Aiya, everything is just laughable at this project la. It's really fun too :]
Though it's freaking tiring and all, but I'm really glad I did clown my time and we had a 'faster' time in a way.
Well, that ends the fake gun shooting, light sabers and crappy stuff we always talk about which we can't seem to rmb lol.

I like my shoes, though it's kinda lil too big. Like 1/2 - 1 size bigger.

I saw Ng while I was on the bus, I saw him doing some ops along the road and called him immed. Haha he signed on. He's gonna like quit next year for studies I think.
It's always good to see familiar faces,

Oh, then there was this girl I met today and haha it was another person I can just relate to I know. Then she was like telling me that her bf won't let her change bf.
Her bf was like which bf would ever do that sia. Cute couple, both of them.
They're on my fb now lol.

Aiya, I forgot to pass you sth.

Oh ya, I'm gg to start work soon. Haha yeah I know I just got 'sacked' in a way,
but yeah. The good news is I can work in a line where I think I would wanna be in, the bad news is I won't get any commission I think, though I know I'm gonna like sell loads of phones during the 1 mth. iPhone, babies. Though the Hero can do so much better la.

I'm just bu shuang la. For the freaking first time, somebody refused to have lunch wimme can. Can you imagine being rejected for lunch when like what, you guys are like in front of each other alr? This is kinda embarrassing la, lol.

Oh ya, Jennifer's body is like the worst movie of the year can lol.
Compared to the super nice My Girlfriend is an agent. blah.
All because 2012 was too freakin popular and we just couldnt get to watch it.
Oh my, we saw a girl who look exactly like Noven sia! I mean nearly the same, but we all knew was diff. We watched the same movie, we were at the same smoking area, then was sitting next table at mac, lol.
So after much debating, I decided to ask if she's Noven and yeah, she's not. Lol.
So much resemblance I'd say. Haha and of course she's a cute chick ;D
So what Barry has 3k plus heals? He can't even mend a minor wound in rl, lol to that.
Eugene was laughin so hard at that.
But sometimes I know I should just control certain stuff, though it's really freaking difficult.

Sorry, I don't understand what happened. but I will try to get a solution asap girl.
You're a part of me and I just can't not do anything.

Sometimes, just because I'm a ___. I gotta do ___. It sucks, but hey. Life stings like a bitch and you can't help but feel the pain. What numb? Don't talk shyt la, lol.
I say, enjoy the lil stuff in life, even though it stings like a mad bitch.

I have no great power but sometimes I have a good number of responsibilities which I'd rather not have. Oh well,

I know that even though 2ml I'm gg to use a lot of my camera, I won't take the time to find the charger and charge my spare batt. And it's so gg to die 2ml, but I just.. yeah..

Alright SuNsHiNe, time for some rest.

Vox Hewitt

2009-11-13T01:13:00.002+08:00

Hey there!

Today was a pretty okaey day,
no.
It was an awesome day!

Haha.

Cuz even though I keep telling the people there
I got sacked.
Which I still think it's a fact.
But may not be it though,
cuz maybe both of them really have nothing much for me to do la.
Oh well, so much for telling me the other time .. zzz .. forget it.

Anyways today oni tie labin (Ribbons) and wrap prezzies.
Kinda sleepy after lunch esp in that stuffy and stinky room >.<

I went straight to queensway after work, to check out my shoes.
Yeah, although I've been wanting to get some neat shoes a long time ago,
then I suddenly just say wanna buy and tada~ I got it ^^

Kinda sucks, cuz I was on my headphones and catching some rest on the train.
Then the next moment I know, I rushed outta the train and realize I'm in Clementi already.
Haha, budok, tahm peni.

Bleahs, Limited Edt doesnt have my stuff.
I took a bus down to Heeren cuz I know there's another Boards & Stuff there.
Oh, then I saw Robin Nathan, lol. He's checking out some shoes at Left Foot too!
Haha there's a puma I want there but in the end I still got my Vox Hewitt.
Whee. I walked there and they were like woah, you walked here?
I kinda like just hung up the phone, crap. Damn anyhow these guys lol. Love it.
Well, downloaded some neat vids and ready to crash now.
Tomorrow is a good good last day! Give it a good one, Tanna :]
Oh, Nicole is another one who calls me Tanna Banana lol.
Reminds me so much of CHEC days ^^
Jessica, Jing-an, Sara. We're all nanas and bananas and kukumalus! XD
That stupid Nicole doesnt wanna watch 2012 =(
Hope both of us can like psycho her to watch it XD
Time to celebrate the last shift for 3 of us already.
Whee, last mac breakfast ;D

Nitey nitez SuNsHiNe.

I love her more and more, can't live without her. Haha, *wink*.

Heroes S4V5Ep8 Shadowboxing.

2009-11-12T01:52:00.002+08:00

Shadowboxing

*** HEROES S4V4Ep8 SPOILERS ***

Are you okay?
No. Actually, i'm not okay.
Becky just tried to kill me.
Claire, Gretchen.

I like how Americans can sometimes be so frank and honest.
I think they are,

Tell me. What would Bennet do?
Noah, Samuel.

See, WWJD is popular :]

Omg, hahahaha.
'Nathan' flew to Peter.
yeah.
But the part abt Matt/Sylar kinda got me confused this time -.-

I think I'm in trouble, Pete.
'Nathan', Peter.

Oh cool, the Haitian's name is Rene.

Anyways fighting with shadow? Is kinda pointless imo.
but humans do, we always try to do things which doesn't make sense :]

What a day!

2009-11-11T00:50:00.002+08:00

PHEW! Seriously man,
What a day Tanna had! :]

Hahaha I'm just so freakin tired now I cant really think much.
But yeah.

Last night I tried installing Windows 7 on my desktop and it didn't turn out well.
Was like damn. So I went to work feeling like a zombie.

Today's work was pretty slack, did some data entry, a lil folding of towels.
I did went home so like 1 hr gone lol. Goodness I'm really tired now.

Oh for the first time I use mobile messenger until pretty shiok. Like damn happy can use messenger everywhere I go, fb and tweet anytime, anywhere.

Went home and starved for some time then had a really delicious unagi rice w/ebi!
Whee! Thanks, uncle kok hua! :]

I was at home, and it was pretty gloomy on my way home,
com's not working, Cynthia and Joan doesn't need me for anything now.

Seriously I was wondering why the hell is everything falling apart suddenly,
why like.. oh my goodness.. Kinda like really dark..

Then when I reached home, I gotta face it. I kept trying to install different ways,
with disc without disc plug in this disconnect that.

Then I kinda felt like I lost 2 of my most impt things, my com and my pt job.
Seriously the feelin sink in and I was sucked into it.

Just went I thought the world was gonna end, M1 called.
Whee~! I'm gg down 2ml to sign the whatever papers cuz friday i'm working :]

Then I was feeling much better already, cuz I found out I should start working next week, which doesnt clash with anything, for now.

Better yet, even though com was still =(
In the end I talked to Rayner and I finally decided to reformat my partition.

Phew, thank God I didn't like format my other drive.
And tada! It worked!! Oh my.. Welcome to Windows 7. It was breathtaking.

7 is, much faster. And of course much prettier ^^
I was impressed. I was overjoyed, my com is working again.

Kinda blank now, my mind. Lol.
I should get some sleep after this man.

Hey girl, thank you so much :]
Even though like I owe you my life, with your long face impression =P

Thank you Rayner, for saving my com ^^ And your grandmaster.
You were so helpful la, though I dun think you got my link lol.

I hope we'll work together, for the one month plus.
Haha admit it, we're fated to work at the same location.

Tonight indeed,
is a good good night :]

I praise you, Lord.
I <3 you, oh my Lord.

First mobile post

2009-11-09T02:51:00.002+08:00

Whee! This is my first mobile post :]
So cool.
Oh cuz I juz shut down and
realize tt I wanna blog a lil more.

Haha I think I'm not gg to work later lers.
I'll juz myself ill if I wake up early again 2ml.

And oh. I may be gg to M1 to work after all!
Yay! Though they suck in terms of customer service
And price etc, but I like M1.
Yeah initially cuz they're orange lol.
Oh, budden it's oni til Dec.
Bleahs, get some exp in sellin phone I guess :]
Hey, thanks a lot :]
Idk if u'll read tis.. but really thanks!
After all the nonsense..

I'm rlly gg to crash now! Tata bloggie!

The next volume.

2009-11-09T02:12:00.002+08:00

I'm right now, at the beginning of the next volume of my life.
It's not yet a new chapter, yet it's not really the end.

As usual, there's many things in my life going on.
Mostly are things I'm screwing up, or things that screws me.
There are pleasant surprises sometimes though, sometimes.

There are things I wish it would have happened a certain way,
or rather I wished it didn't happened that way.
There are things I wish I could say, or do,
but somethings are just meant, that way.

Like an egg, which was broken.
No matter how hard you try to put them back together again,
They are just. not. the same. anymore.
I wish I have intuitive aptitude,
to really understand how things work and fix things.
But I can't fix things, I'm usually the one who destroys it,
unknowingly, unwillingly, don't mean it.

This volume,
There's also many things I wanna do,
there will also be many changes.
It's still a new world out there to me,
cuz it's a big playground,
a big lab, an adventure.

And oh come on,
I'm not being emo.
I'm just putting my thoughts and emotions into this place
where I can contain it today,
and look back sometimes near future.
Provided the server is still up and running and hopefully nothing bad ever happen to blogger.com

Stickers are still a winner for kids and chicks,
so does kids and chicks doing wonders for myself :]

Okaey I'm just too freaking tired now.
I have no idea if I can get to work 2ml man.

My girlfriend is an agent is a good movie.
Haha it's freaking hilarious WITH good action in it.
Story plot is pretty basic but everything just fits in so well.
It's been a long time I've watched such a good action romance comedy.

Sometimes I wish I do know what I'm doing too.
I really hope for the better.
I know, it's never fair.
So what if I have all these shyt on me,
that I'm going through shyt?
Most of the time people just don't give a damn man.
So what if I try to understand people, things, and situation?
Do they try to understand you?
I'm not trying to sound great or anything,
but I'm just.. complaining.. right?
Everybody complains a lot and it's just.. human nature to do so.
I'll still do the same, despite knowing the sad fact of life, lol.

Haha why can't some things changed man.
I don't wanna be.. but why am I such a..
I wanna.. not..
Haha. Some things damn ps and kinda ridiculous to just say out,
Okaey I'm off to bed now.
Auto shut down.

HTC Hero

2009-11-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

This is dedicated to my beloved phone, Hero.

Having spent a full week with my Hero and using it pretty much extensively,
having the need to charge at least once every night,
yeah, there was once I gotta charge twice in a day cuz the battery just didn't last.

I love it, I'd say.
From the inside, I start to love how it looks,
I love the way I'd hold it in my hands.
I start loving the oh so hated 'chin' she have.
She's my Heroine :]

First, I like the fact I can access the net anytime,
and more imptly I can do it well :]

Then, I really enjoy texting on my Hero,
cuz it's simply an enjoyable experience to do so.
I can type a lot of error but still get my words I want.
I have a list to choose from, rather then auto correct to a word I dun wan.

I enjoy having widgets on my 7 screens, it's just nice though it's always better to have more! XD budden more means damn leh chey gotta scroll damn lotsa times.
It's really customizable and because of it, I have no idea what's best for my main screen lol.

I really really like the bus app, cuz I know roughly when to leave home and everything else. It's not perfect, cuz after all the driver's the one controlling everything.

I like the movie finder app also, though sometimes it doesnt work really well.

If more ppl use twitter I'd love the twitter app even more lol.

<3 The market too, cuz everything's free. Well, mostly. So far I haven had anything I wanna acty buy, or acty seen sth I can acty pay for.

I dunno why, but yong xiang cannot do anything else except downloading,
Silas and Eric say can.
Anyways Hero can multitask so much better cuz it's meant to do so,
haha.

They do have a lot of nonsensical apps too, though I'm waitin for my developers to do even greater stuff. Well of course I'm willing to buy them if it's rlly good :]

Anyways for now I'm just too tired to think about my phone,
but generally.. I <3 her more than the iPhone.

Rush.

2009-11-08T01:18:00.002+08:00

Yeah. Slow it.
In this insanely revolving world we're in,
Slow down.

As someone as myself,
I've always been inpatient at times,
with things I want.

Games that I wanna get,
I'd suddenly have the urge to get it,
and the next moment you know it,
I'm playing it.

I'd just go like
"Hey, I feel like getting this game now."
Then I'll make a trip down, specially to get the game I want,
then go home, play it :]

Hahaha it's just one of the many examples la.

I know I've a fix set of thoughts already,
that I strongly believe.

I'm trying,
in a hard way,
to take things slow.

It's against my nature,
but I have to do it,
in this almost impossible world.

It's simply not easy,
in any ways you see it,
but there's no other way.

I'll stop running,
so catch up,
I'll wait,
but not too long.

Meantime,
I'll take in a deep breath,
enjoy the scenery,
relax.

Cuz I'm TaNna,
I'm SuNsHiNe,
I'm TeNnaKaMuRa,

and of course,
I'm God's precious one.

Gaining energy, back online.

2009-11-08T00:43:00.002+08:00

Initializing consciousness...
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Energy absorption complete.

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Connection complete.

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Process complete.
Ver.087 in beta phase.